After Jessica left I got my purse and walked outside because Luke was waiting for me when I walked out Luke was walking up the driveway and walked right past me and went inside I turned around and ran inside he sat on the couch and I said
Nothing bell I'm fine
IM LEAVING YOU ALWAYS SHUT ME OUT AND ITS NOT FAIR YOU FUCKING DONT LIKE ME YOU ALWAYS WANT TO HAVE A FIGHT WITH ME IM LEAVING FOR GOOD AND DONT GO LOOKING FOR ME CAUSE I DONT EVER WANT TO SEE U YOUR JUST LIKE ASHTON NEVER CARONG FOR EVERYONE JUST USING ME WELL NOW IM GONNA LEAVE YOUR LIFE SO YOUR NOT MISERABLE WITH ME AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY HAVE A GREAT LIFE IM GONNA GO PACK AND DONT SAY A WORD ABOUT ANYTHING. I HAVE A PLACE I CAN STAY AT.
After I said that I walked up the stairs and packed all my clothes went to the bathroom grabbed all my make-up and put it into my luggage and carried it downstairs and walked out and put it in my car and walked in and Luke was on the floor crying
PLEASE DONT GO BABE I LOVE YOU THERE I SAID IT I HAVE FELT THAT WAY FOR AGES
I'm sorry I have to go I love you to i kissed him on the forehead and got up from the floor and took my phone and charger and purse and walked outside.
On the way to matts house was thinking about life. I remembered I forgot one thing. All of Jessica's things and all my furniture in my room and in Jessica's room. I drove back to the house and I turned of the engine and walked into the house.
OMG WHAT HAPPENED HERE, i said
I walked upstairs and I saw Luke crying, not him natural self, his eyes not blue... They were normal, and bags under his eyes.
Luke what happened? I aid softly
After u left I freaked out and broke stuff and ran upstairs and sat here and cried.
I'm sorry Luke but I'm just here for my furniture and Jessica's furniture, but I will visit you I promise. As I said that I called the moving truck and they got everything in the truck and walked outside to my car and drove to matts house and left everything in the truck, and knocked on his door.
Hey bell, what are u doing here?
Well first a couple months ago or a year ago, then I dated Luke and we got into a fight he left then came back and here I am now, I left Luke. Can I crash here, please.
Yea sure. Matt replied
When I walked in I brang one luggage in from the car and he showed me to the guest room, and I sat on the bed, after he left the room I laid down and took out my phone. I got 30 missed calls from Luke, I called him back
Hi Luke what did u need?
I...ummm....wanted to say I...-I cut him of
Luke I miss u, but you were acting like Ashton and I don't want to live a life like that. I'm sorry
It's okay I have to go I'm driving to my parents house. He said softly
Okay bye Luke
I'm Gonna go out and find a house I'll be back by night.
Okay bye Bella
I walked out the house wearing jeans, black boots, a white tank-top, with a black cardigan, I put no make-up on and walked out the house I had my phone and money and car keys, I saw a beautiful house, and their was open house I parked the car and walked in the house, and I looked around and I told the realtor
I want to buy the house
They said yes I paid them upfront and I got to move in the next day, I drove back to matts house and told him I'm moving, he drove the truck and followed me and I drove my car. When we got to the house he helped me unpack everything and I was settled he left and I was alone, I called someone but only to hang out.