It's been a month since I last seen Carter, And I can't stop thinking about her. It's not that she's super hot or anything, I mean she's average but she's so damn innocent she could be Mother Mary herself , She's most likely a virgin and probably hasn't even had a boyfriend before which is really sad. But the thing that bothers me the most is that I have never ever been turned down by a girl at UCLA, hell I've never been turned down by a girl in my whole life until Carter came around.
I can have any girl I want in this school, no questions asked. I can say jump and they won't even ask how high. But Carter she's a whole other ball game, With her shoulder length hair and black geek glasses and chubby cheeks. God I just want to rip her clothes off and fuck her til she screams for more just to show her how irresistible I am. She can act like she's immune to me all she wants but I know deep inside she wants me, I feel it every time we see eachother, every time we make eye contact.
She can run and hide all she wants but I will get what I want, I always do and at this moment I want her, I want her to want me, I want her to need me, I want her to beg for me. "And soon she will" I say to myself trying not to laugh in the middle of my professor lecture.
"Hey Carter" I say as I sit down across from her at the lunch table, She's got her head stuck in a literature book which I find kinda cute because she makes a pouty face when she's concentrating on something. She mummers a hi without looking up to see who it is, Of course she knows it's me, I mean What other guys has she talked to? I only see her with her friend Skylar Or just by herself. I take It upon myself to start a conversation so I grab the textbook out of her hand,note the page she was on then set the book in my lap.
"Hey I was reading that!" she says with that same pouty face she had before. I try not to laugh, It makes me want to kiss her but I refrain because I have plans to have her soon enough. "I can see that, But you weren't paying attention to me. I thought we could go get coffee or go to see a movie this weekend or something" I say with the cutest smile I can make to try and convince her. She blinks her eyes a couple of times, She opens her mouth and closes it again, I think she's going to say something but she just sits there staring at me with a hurt expression on her face.
After a beat she finally speaks "Uh.... I have a test I need to study for, And I promised to go with Skylar to her parents house this weekend." Her cheeks start to turn red and she stares at her fingers and I know she's lying, She's a terrible liar but I choose not to dwell on it, "Okay" is all I say, I smile broadly at her, standing up I set her book on the table, quickly gather my things and give her a quick kiss on the cheek. I turn around and am out of the mess hall before she can even respond. This is gonna be harder than I thought.