If I should describe the end of the evening in two words, I think I'd say surprisingly good. Jewel moved and stopped asking me embarassing questions. I stared at Ashton like I never stared at anything in my whole life. I heard a bit more of their songs but didn't went further. I enjoyed their music but I wanted to make my own opinion about them as people instead mf starting my plan with fake ideas about who they are.
My plan as I said, was about finding them in the lobby (they will have to come there at some point …) and to ask them for a picture. Simply. It seem stupid like that but at least, the worse I could ever get is a "no" from them. No fake hopes, all I wanted was a picture.
I tried to sleep and finally succeeded at something like 3:00 am.
When I woke up, I felt like a zombie to be honnest. I barely not sleeped at all and the last thing I ate was a cookie yesturday morning.
But still, motivated by my "plan" I got up the bed pretty quickly compared to other days.
I know it could have seem stupid but I wanted to look good for this picture.
Maybe I wanted more finally …
I went in my bathroom and looked at the mirror.
To be honnest, I've never really looked at a mirror before. Even before Gabriel. I've never been the kind of girl who takes care of her look enough to put make up on or to do some sotisphicated hairstyles.
I've never been the kind of girl a band member could look after.
I looked at my hair. They were light brown, almost blond, a bit curly and not very long but not enough to get called short.
I didn't had a "bad hair day" today, I guess. To be fair, I have no idea how the hell should look my hair on a bad hair day.
I decided to not touch them. I suck at making hairstyle, I could make some horrble things trying to do something special.
I looked at my sister and mother's make up. The time of a second, I asked myself if I shouldn't try. Just a lipstick. Just once. And I can still remove it if it turns bad, right ?
Well, at least, I tried.
I asked myself what to wear when I suddently realized I had to wear an uniform. Crap.
I looked at the hour. 7:47 am. I was supposed to take the road at 8:30.
I remembered how hungry I was and I went downstair take some breakfast.
I said a fast hi and took a bowl of cocoa.
To be honest, I waited to see everyone's reaction when they'll see I tried to look special.
Nobody moved an eyebrow. Shit.
Then I remembered I finally decided to do anything special. I can be so stupid sometimes.
I was about to go when suddently, I realized that I could stay at the hotel after my hours of work ! It could be some occasion to have an even better picture, without my uniform !
I think I've never been so exited over something as ridiculous as a fucking picture.
I went back in my room choose an fine ouftit and I looked at my closet.
I wasn't comfortable with dressing up either. I wasn't really comfortable with anything girls do in general.
Usually, when I go to school, I don't care so I just take the first things I see but this time, it's different.
My sister were still sleeping as she was in vacation but I woke her up. It was a question of life or death.
"Jewel … Jewel … JEWEL
- what …"
Did she said with an agry and tired voice
"Jewel, what would you wear on a random day ?
- Hayley, it's fucking vacat…
- I know it's fucking vacation. Just tell me what the hell you would wear on a random day
- no, Hayley, it's too early"
I was stuck. I needed this ouftit so bad.
Too bad. I'll probably regret it later but anyway.
"Jewel … if you find me an ouftit … I'll get you to meet 5 Seconds Of Summer. Promise.
- shut up Hayley.
- I'm very serious !!
- but how the fuck could you manage to …
- you will see … if you find me an ouftit !"
She got up, complaining, bit she got up.
She went to my closet and looked at it for a few minutes.
She took a black jean and a random white shirt.
"That's the best I could find in your shitty closet.
- oh my God thank you !
I suddently laughed like one of this stupid gorls in teenage movies and Jewel kept looking at me like I was an alien. Wich is not that far from the reality.
"No I don't know how the hell you will do but you have to get me a meet up with 5SOS ! You promised !
- yes, yes … byebye !"
I put the shirt and the jean in my bag and runned away.
Let's just hope it all works out.
Sorry again for my bad english ! Please comment !