"She's my younger sister let me pass, I need to see her!"
"You can't go in there right now mister Clifford, you'll have to wait like everyone else"
'Asshole' I whispered as I walked outside to get some fresh air, 'Why'd she relapse, can't be me is it? Fuck I hate myself' I thought as I finally walked out the hospital door. I walked across the street dialled the first number on phonebook -which ironically was Ashton's- "Hey dude you alright?" He said as soon as he answered the call, "Yeah...well not really, hum anyway, can i ask you something man?"
"Yeah, of course"
"Thanks dude, just please don't ask any questions"
"Can go to my place and grab some clothes and underwear for Lucy, I didn't close the backdoor, oh umh yeah bring them A.S.A.P. to the hospital please" I did not even leave him a second to talk that i hung up the phone and got back into the hospital. Thanks god this time they let me into her room. But it was dead silent. She was lying there fully awaken, but was not talking, neither was she looking over to my direction. 'Are you mad at me?' I though.
'Well clearly you are not dead' was the first thing I whispered to myself as I was slowing waking up in deep pain. The door opened twice that day, the first time letting in Michael, which for some reason I had decided to ignore completely. The second time Ashton walked in with a bad full of clothes -which seemed to be for me-. I half smiled at him:
"Why'd do tell Ashton i was here?" I finally said
"I can leave if you want" Ashton replied before Michael had time to open his mouth.
"He's already here anyway, and if someone shouldn't be in here right know it's you Lucy" Michael announced
"Yeah really, how stupid can you be? Why'd you always -"
"How about you go get some fresh air"Ashton cut Michael off, Mikey got out and slammed the door behind him.
"Ashton you didn't need to do this"
"I wanted to, what happened babe-uhm I mean Lucy" and at that very moment I realised how much i needed him in my life.
'Kiss me' I wispered a bit to loud.... but the next instant are lips were moving in sync, 'i'm sorry' I whispered pulling back.
----SORRY FOR SHORT CHAPTER BUT I REALLY NEEDED TO UPDATE I PROMISE THE NEXT ONE WILL BE LONG AND WORTH IT----