9. Chapter 9
I Should Have Went After Her
She's so cute when she sleeps, I said quietly to Luke as I moved a piece of hair out of her face. "Yea so are they actually broken up now?" He asked. I don't think so. No one ever said anything like that. Why "dude you know you like her. You have liked her even before she started dating Ashton. This is your chance, your chance for her to be yours like you've been dying to have the opportunity of calling her yours." Yea your right but idk. I'm not worrying about it now she's had enough relationship problems. I stood up carefully setting her head down on the couch as I went and grabbed some ice and put it in a bag with a small towel wrapped around it. I sat back down carefully put her head on my lap again trying not to wake her. I grabbed her right arm and pulled her sleeve up seeing the now, even worse bruises on her arm. I carefully set down the bag of ice to help them heal a little faster. "Dude this may sound weird, but u are seriously like the sweetest thing ever. Icing her bruises while she's sleeping. That's adorable" he smiled. I picked up her left arm and rolled up her sleeve about to ice her bruises, when I see fresh cuts and scars. Tears came to my eyes. I rolled down her sleeve and held back the tears. I basically kicked Mike and Luke out, them complaining it's only 10. Ohwell. I picked her up and carried her to the bed as usual. I tucked her in and made sure she was comfortable. I then change into my pajamas and lay down next to her. I still can't believe she's cutting. I have no clue how to say this to her. should I? All of these questions run through my head. I decide to let it go for tonight. I roll over to kiss her on the cheek but she moves her head and meets me on the lips. It lasted a few seconds until she let go. "thank you she" muttered out and with that she was out. I wrapped me arm around her and fell asleep.
P.s. I have respect in everyone with depression. I have respect in anyone who cuts. Your an amazing person all of you. Ilyasm. If you self harm, I am so sorry. But what ever is causing you to do this, you need to know that you are better than it and an amazing person! I'm afraid I offended someone in this but I do have full respect!💞🙏