5. Chapter 5
I Should Have Went After Her
It's been about 2 weeks. Ashton has been acting so different. Yea he gives me a good night kiss, and kisses me here and there but he's just different. He's not all affectionate as always, not leaving me notes when he's gone, worrying me, and will stay out till 3 in the morning. When he gets home he goes into our room and watches TV. He doesn't sit down and cuddle with me anymore. I miss the Ashton I love. I don't know who this Ashton is. I've been sick lately. I'm afraid to tell him with the mood he's in. I have no one to vent to. No one to talk to. No one to love. I'm always home alone while he goes and does who knows what. I walk into our room. "Hi" to focused on the tv to realize the tears in my eyes. Hi I whimpered out. "What's wrong babe?" Wow it's been a while since you've called me that I started balling into my hands. He didn't even get up to comfort me. Ashton what happened to you I managed to say behind my tears. "What do you mean. I'm same old Ashton." No your not. You don't talk to me anymore, you stay our late doing who knows what, you don't say I love you anymore, you barely even do anything with me I said crying. He stood up and walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me. Get away I muttered as I pushed him away. "What's wrong" Ashton are you deaf I already told you. Sorry your too busy glued to the tv to realize my pain. I started to walk away. "No your not walking out" he yelled grasping my wrists to the wall making me yelp in pain. I broke free from his grip and ran out to the kitchen. He grabbed my back flinging me against the wall. I started crying in pain as my head hit the wall. He picked me up and raised his hand like he was gonna hit me. I was so scared I was starting to cry. Again. He saw the pain and fear in my eyes and he released his grip off of my shoulders which were starting to turn purple. He let down his arm. "Omfg y/n I'm so sorry." Tears filled his eyes. "I don't know what got into me." I wasn't staying here with him. I started running towards the door. He tried grabbing me again but I was too fast. I opened the door and ran outside. I heard him call my name but I ignored him. Running down the road. I knew exactly where I was going.