11. Chapter 11
I Should Have Went After Her
I love her so much. I don't no how to tell her. I always have. Even before she started dating Ashton. I want to tell her but I don't want her to feel overwhelmed because of the relationship she just got out of. What are you doing tonight? "Sitting here as usual why" well I'm going out tonight wanna come. "I would but I have a really have a bad head ache still. Maybe in a few nights" okay that's fine I said smiling hiding the pain I felt. I kissed her forehead and walked to get changed .
I was sitting on the couch watching TV when Calum walked in front of me. "I'm leaving. Are you sure you don't want to come?" I'm fine I'm sorry I said standing up kissing him and sitting back down. "I'll be back shortly!" You could hear the reassurance in his voice. I heard him leave as I sat lonely wanting him back.
It's now 3:45am and Calum has been gone for 6 hours. I started to tremble and worry at the thought if him not coming back. He's probably banging another girl I thought to myself making myself giggle. I hear a noise on the TV as I look up at it the headline saying: "Drunk Driver Crashes His Car Into Tree After Party" my eyes got so big. A tear fell down my cheek. The lady was talking; "No information on driver available other than he was killed instantly. We have full respect to all of the friends and families." My heart sank to my chest. I started crying as i was in a ball, rocking back and forth. I couldn't imagine life without Calum. I was balling into my hands and gagged, choking on all of my tears. It didn't mean it was him, but just the fact of it being a possibility that it was him scared me to death. I heard someone walk through the door. I look over seeing Calum. "Shit y/n are you okay!" He ran over grabbing me. I put my head in his neck. I- I thought u died. He looked up and looked at the TV screen. "Babe, I mean y/n I'm here it's fine. I didn't even get drunk, I'm here it's okay." He said rubbing his hands up and down my back.