The next few days went by pretty fast. Not much happened. I got up, went to school, then went home. It was a boring life.
It's now Friday, and I couldn't be in a better mood. On Friday I go to parties and have fun! Maybe even have a one night stand.
I wasn't really paying attention to what this teacher is talking about. Something about math? Math is my least favorite subject.
When the Lunch belle rung I was over joyed. Now I can stop pretending to pay attention. I gathered my stuff and looked around the class room for Becca, but I didn't see her anywhere. I guess she ditched class without me? I don't know why she wouldn't invite me, but I decided not to think anything of it.
I picked up my bag and walked out of the classroom. Normally at this time Lacy would come running up to me. I looked around. No Lacy. Soon I got a text from Lacy.
I left school early, I'm sick:(
I rolled my eyes. I texted back:
Just then I bumped into someone. I guess I was looking at my phone for so long I forgot to look where I was going.
"Oh I'm Sorr-" I stopped when I saw who it was. Heather. My brother dated her last year. She's the head cheerleader.
Last year she spread all these rumors about me, making me look bad, but that was easy to do. I mean I was a freak, but that was then, this is now. I stopped saying sorry because I didn't know if we were on good terms or not. I mean I'm different now maybe she'll like the new me.
"Ella I haven't seen you in a long time, I herd about your whole bad girl act" she said nodding and rolling her eye when she said "bad girl".
I nodded. "I see you haven't changed at all though"I said looking at her up and down.
"Yep I'll always be the head cheer leader. I herd your way more fun like this, maybe we should hang out sometime" She said smiling
I nodded "Maybe" I answered
"Cool. I'll see you later, bye Ella" She said giving me a hug before she left. I didn't mind her anymore. I can understand why she picked on me last year. Hell, I'd pick on me too if I were her.
I couldn't find Becca anywhere. I decided to call her.
"hello" She answered
"Where are you?" I asked confused.
"Oh I'm uhh...I'm with Ashton" She replied
"With Ashton where?" I asked
"His house" She answered guilty. I could already tell what they were doing just by his voice.
"Ugh. Okay well remind Ashton to use a condom" I said annoyed, then hung up.
Who was I going to sit with? I realized that everyone at this school seems to know me, but I don't them. I found Calum and Luke sitting at the tables outside. I decided to join them. I opened the door and walked outside over to there table.
"hey boys, is there room in this table for me?" I asked
"oh my, the famous Ella Styles wants to sit with us!" Luke said in a fan girl type voice.
"Yes there's room" Calum said scooting over.
I sat next to Calum.
"So where's that guy that always has different hair?" I asked
"Micheal? oh he's probably with this girl Breanna, they've been hanging out a ton lately." Luke answered
"Oh Breanna what?" I asked confused that I didn't notice the name.
"Breanna Kent" He answered.
"Oh I didn't know she's back in town."
"you know her?" Calum asked
It was my first year of high school. I'm more nerves then ever. My brother Harry seems to have everything going his way though. He's already got tons of friends and it's only the first day. I just wanna get through the day without getting in trouble, unlike my brother. I walked into my first high school class. I was here early because I like too please the teachers. Maybe they'll give me extra credit or something. I sat in the first desk that was open. Just then a girl came in. She wore all black and had purple high lights. I could already tell just by looking at her that she wasn't good, and I didn't want anything to do with her. She sat next too me.
She looked over at me and chuckled "Names Bree" She said putting her feet on the desk.
"I'm Elly" I said quietly.
Bree seemed so much different then me. She looked at me up and down and then rolled her eyes "Ugh a goodie goodie"
I shrugged. "Look Ell, stick with me and you can ditch that good girl rep." She said smiling and nodding.
"I think I'm good the way I am." I said not having much confidence.
"if you like being pathetic, and a freak then what ever. Just stay away from me" She said not looking at me.
"If your so bad then why are you here early?" I asked
She gave me a dirty look. "Why do you care?" She asked
I shrugged. Then Bree moved to a seat far away from me.
I never saw Bree after freshmen year. I think she moved schools. Is she back? If so then we can become friends if she's the Bree I remember, but why go by Breanna? Looking back at the way I was when I met her was weird. I would never be like that now.
"yeah I kinda know her. I mean I met her once freshmen year" I said shrugging.
"She was here then?" Calum asked
I nodded. "Well I guess Micheal is trying too get at her, and ya know take her to the dark side." Luke said shrugging and smirking.
"Taking her to the dark side?" I asked
"Yeah according too him she's a goodie goodie" Calum said.
"That's hard too believe" I said shaking my head.
I shrugged "No reason"
Maybe this Breanna chick changed too, but for the good. If so, maybe I could help her go back to her old self.
Just then Micheal came up holding hands with Breanna. Yep, It's the Bree I know. Although she didn't look how I remember. Instead of black hair with purple high lights, she had just plain black hair. Her outfit was normal. She has skinny jeans on and a white 'V' neck shirt. Her makeup was natural.
"hey guys this is Breanna" Micheal was gesturing toward her.
She smiled and waved too all of us. When she saw me she came over too me and sat next too me.
"Elly? Is that you?" She asked
"It's um Ella now, and yes it is. Hi Bree." I said half smiling.
"They know each other?" Micheal asked confused.
"They do." Luke answered him.
"You look so much different" She said
"As do you" I replied.
I don't like awkward situations. So I made up an excuse to avoid it. "Well I must be going." I said getting up with my bag.
"Where?" Micheal asked.
"Why do you care?" I said using Bree's old line. Breanna looked up as if she knew I said that for her.
I then walked away from the table. I wasn't sure where I was going but I just knew I didn't wanna be there. Maybe I'll ditch school. I walked threw the halls ignoring people looking at me. I hate having no one too sit with. I could go back to Breanna but everyone questioning why I changed is getting old. Plus, I really don't need her bringing back old memories. I roamed the halls looking for somewhere to go. I guess this is what I get for starting my social life over again.
I went too my locker and pretended I had something too do there. Just the someone said "Hey Ella" from behind my locker. I closed my locker It was Zayn.
"Hey Zayn" I said half smiling.
"Got no where too go?" He asked. I nodded. "Well there's 25 minutes left of Lunch, do you wanna hang out with me?" He asked
"sure" I said
"So guess what?" He asked
"Ugh I hate guessing games." I said beginning to walk in the halls with Zayn.
"Someone's in a bad mood" He said giving me a look.
"I'm always in a bad mood. I just want this school day to be over." I said shrugging
We walked threw the halls until Zayn found a bench, we sat there. "Maybe you would be in a better mood if you were nicer" He said nodding
I rolled my eyes. "I'm sick of people taking about how I should be nicer."
"Okay sorry but listen, I do have something I have to tell you" He said not looking to happy.
"Zayn, what is it?" I asked worried, but trying not to show it.
"Well, My dad got a new job. Far away from here. Meaning I'm moving." He said looking down.
"Where?" I asked
"Somewhere in America" He said shrugging
"Oh, I'm so sorry." I said putting my hand on his shoulder.
"Ella, your nice is showing." He said smiling.
I took my hand off his shoulder. "sorry, I mean, whatever" I said joking and flipping my red hair.
He laughed. "I was going to tell you sooner but I never got the chance" He said looking down sadly.
"Well at least you don't have to go to this boring school anymore, and your graduating soon. You know what that means?" I asked
"What does that mean?" He said looking at me and half smiling.
"It means you can ditch america and come back here!" I said with a devious voice
He laughed and shrugged. "Maybe. I don't know the future"
"I wish I knew the future sometimes. It would be so helpful" I said changing the subject
"Me too. I would look at the future and see if me and you will ever be together again" He said smooth.
"Oh I see what you did there" I said shaking my head.
"I would also look into the future to see if your whole bad girl thing is worth it"
"I would do that to actually" I said nodding
"So since I'm leaving tomorrow can I ask you something?"
"Hold up, you are leaving tomorrow?!" I asked confused
He nodded. "Today's my last day"
"Well sure ask me anything." I said nodding.
"What did you want to come out of this whole change of yours? " He asked
"Um, that's a good question,." I said not knowing the answer.
"Um are you gonna answer?" He asked
"Well, I wanted to make Harry feel the way I have felt for all of the years he was bad, and I wanted to know what it feels like to just not care, and let lose. Honestly it feels pretty nice." I said nodding
"everything you've hoped for?" He asked
I shrugged "I guess"
Just then the belle rang telling us to go to class.
"Well I guess I'll see ya later" I said winking
"I'll stop by your house tonight to say bye to you and your brother." He said standing up. I stood up as well.
"I look froward to it" I said about to leave.
"Wait before you go, He grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. "I have to do this, at least once." Then he kissed me. It was a long meaningful kiss. Something I wasn't expecting. Once he let go I was surprised he kissed me but even more surprised he stopped. Before I could say anything, he said "I knew tonight with Harry there I wouldn't be able to do that." Then he left. I stood there probably looking very lost.
Becca then walked up to me. "Hey" she said.
'Oh hey, how was hanging out with Ashton?" I said smirking and began to walk with her to our next class.
"fine, was that Zayn walking away from you?" She asked
I nodded "I'll tell you what happened when we get to class, wait why aren't you with Ashton?" I asked
"He's getting an F in math so he decided to come back just for that class." She said shrugging.
"He has an F already?" I asked laughing
She shrugged again. "I guess so." and chuckled
"Wow, honestly same" I said laughing.
As we were walking to class it didn't surprise me that we ran into my brother, Harry walking with Louis and Niall. He shoved me as I walked by. I turned around.
"Woah woah woah, was that a shove?" I asked
He turned around. "Yep. Sorry little sis someone's gotta put you in your place and I wouldn't mind having the job."
I smirked and walked up to him. "Throwing yourself a pity party because you twin sister is better then you?" I said laughing.
"trying to follow in your twin brother's foot steps but failing?" He said also laughing.
I was beyond annoyed at him. Why can't he just accept that I'm better then him? Just then Becca came and pulled me away and Louis pulled Harry away and we began walking different ways.
He's such an ass hole sometimes I swear" I said as I was walking with Becca.
"Just try to ignore him, you know the school would pick you over him any day." Becca said nodding, but I'm pretty sure she was just trying to make me feel like I'm right and not really agreeing with me. Whatever.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated in almost year! Thank you so much to everyone still reading! I promise I'll update more and be more active.
Love you guys!