1. Chapter 1
It's scary the way the world works. One minute you're happy and content, the next you're sitting alone in a crowded room and your life is slowly falling apart. I guess sometimes change is a blessing. Maybe when things happen, they happen for a reason. Even when you feel like someone's pressed pause on your life, eventually you move on and press play.
When you love someone, and I mean totally infatuated with them that you think of them every hour of every day and literally everything reminds you of them, you will do anything to be with them. Anything just to feel their touch. For me, love was never something that I needed, in fact, I'd never really loved anyone... until I met him.
It went by so fast. Within the blink of an eye, everything went from white to black. The feelings I once held deep within my heart were long gone and had been replaced by guilt and regret. If only it had been me in the driver's seat, things would have been different. However... some things happen for a reason... but this wasn't a blessing.
Maybe this was Gods punishment for me. Maybe I disappointed Him when I didn't bother following my dreams. All these maybes rush around my head and will never escape me. I should be in his position right now. He should be out living his life in the carefree spirit he carried around with him.
How could someone so perfect be destroyed within a second? Life is never really fair. You love and then you get broken. However, this was one of the worst ways I could've wished for.
He didn't remember.
He doesn't remember me.
The love of my life.