Breaking Society

Why? Me?

I don't understand,They pick on me over and over again like that's going to make me change.Seeing me hurt mite cause them satisfaction but would you take it so far that I don't want to breath anymore.Or that I have to hide my bruises from my parents and put on a fake smile but what if I break what if I truly leave will anyone care? Will they feel truly guilty maybe I should have told someone before it got this bad but maybe I can change I can improve my self make me what everyone want's me to be then they will like me and maybe just maybe I'll be okay for once...


19. ~19~

addy was  on his phone too but I think he was on twitter."Aiden Louis get off your phone" My Dad said I laughed a bit as my daddy put down his phone. "Can I sign up for a sport?" I mumbled loudly .They looked at me and Aiden started laughing  "Um what sport?" I shrug "Track " My Dad nodded "you want to run track?" I nodded "Sign up's are in the spring" My Daddy looked at me "then you better start practicing" I smiled as Aiden stopped laughing "Good luck with that". 

               I hit him Aiden looked at me "I'm not going to hit you back ...Okay" He said I nodded slowly as my Dad shook his head then Aiden hit my arm "OWE!". "you did hit him first" my Daddy mumbled I hit him back "Stop it you two!" my dad mumbled After dinner I went to my room and laid down as I got a text from Nate

Nate-What are you doing this weekend
Talia-I'm grounded so watching Celia and Darcy
Nate-I want to come down..
Talia-It's kind of risky but okay......
Nate-Okay Friday ...I'll show up at your school
Nate-I'll see you then
Talia-Okay..but get Jaycee first
Nate-Okay I'll text her

        I threw my phone on my bed "I'm going to get in so much fucking trouble"  I sighed as I pushed my body up and moved to my computer desk and sat there,I put my head down slowly as I thought "How much trouble could I really get in?" I bit my lip and closed my eyes a little "I'm just helping with out anyone knowing" I shook my head "I'm  a bad person.A bad kid.A bad citizen of  London" I let out a groan "Eh TALIA" I jumped and fell backwards and saw Jaycee on the roof "Let me in!" She said I nodded and crawled to my window seat and opened the door she climbed in "My parents think I'm in my room sleeping" I nodded.

                As I heard walking up the stairs "Hide" she ran to my closet "really?" She laughed and then shut the door  as my Daddy walked in "Are you okay" I nodded slowly he looked at me"what are you doing" I shrug slowly "breathing" "That's always good,you know" I nod slowly as he was about to leave "Hey Jaycee" I laughed as she walked out "How you doing " He shook his head and walked back down stairs. "So your brother texted me" She said slowly as she sat next to me I nodded "And he's coming,to my school then were going to pick you up early and were going to do something" I look at her "I don't think we can get away with this," She rolls her eyes "Our parents are going out of town for this stupid dinner thing together and I'm coming over here for the weekend while your aunt Pierre watches us" I smiled "Okay   we can do this" She nodded well yeah.

                        "We can have her meet him then we can do something and he said he can just have his aunt something pick him up" I nodded slowly "Lets hope we don't get in trouble twice" I mumbled Celia walks in "you have a brother!"   I sigh "Were dead" I mumbled she closed the door behind her and sat down "Celia can you keep  secret" Jaycee said she nodded slowly "don't tell anyone not even Dad and Daddy " She looked at me "What about Ollie the octopus" I shake my head "Not even him" She nods. "Your mission is accepted " she said marching out. We laughed "Okay I should go, but I'll see you later" I nodded s she climbed out the window and ran across the street I saw her front door open and Jailynn was there he waved at me I smiled as I shut my curtains and went to lay down "So this is what having friends is like...I think I like it"

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