Breaking Society

Why? Me?

I don't understand,They pick on me over and over again like that's going to make me change.Seeing me hurt mite cause them satisfaction but would you take it so far that I don't want to breath anymore.Or that I have to hide my bruises from my parents and put on a fake smile but what if I break what if I truly leave will anyone care? Will they feel truly guilty maybe I should have told someone before it got this bad but maybe I can change I can improve my self make me what everyone want's me to be then they will like me and maybe just maybe I'll be okay for once...


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                Um Actually Natalia we do because were your parents,Were in control over you!So when kids get sexually abused by there parents they get the right to do it? because there Adults and they have control over them? Natalia My Dad says my Daddy tried not to laugh.I shrug just saying.Okay but this is about you You skipped school to meet your brother with out telling us. You didn't even get home on time My Daddy says slowly then you sit here and try to turn this on us. 

       I  shrugs it's my personality he rolls his eyes,Your grounded WHAT! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! Really? My Daddy says you really want to go there? I shake my head I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL i say as I knock down my chair and walk to my room. "I love you too" my daddy says slowly.I slammed my door and threw my phone I heard foot steps stop throwing stuff Tall My Daddy says I look at him oh I thought you were dad he shakes his head he locked him self in his office. 

                        The I hate you really got to him,I shrug but It doesn't get to you he shrugs I know you don't mean It and I also now you can't stay mad at us because you always come to me when you need me.I shake my had No it don't he looks at me What ever Tal. He closed my door and I let out a sigh. I put my finger's though my hair as I sat on my window seat and looked out side,I saw my Dad get into his car and leave ."DADDY!" I screamed he ran in here what's wrong. Were's Dad going he looked at me to the bakery I nodded slowly as my Dad left don't scream like that god damn he mumbled.

                I waited and then saw my Dad's car return I  ran down stairs and stood at the door he looked at me,What  have you been waiting for me to come back or something I nodded as I hug him I love you Dad I mumbled he looked at me I thought you hated everyone I shook my head  I love you guys he hugged me back I know I roll my eyes but your still grounded I nodded slowly I know,It's not fair but I know.

                He looked at me okay what ever you say he says as he kissed my head and went in his office "HARRY" my Daddy screamed as he walked down the stairs and then walked into the office I walked out side and sat on the front porch and Jaycee walked over.Grounded? I nodded she nods same she said she pointed to her dad  Ashton stood there watching.We laughed a bit,does you dad know your brother's gay? I shook my head they didn't let m say anything!.

        I feel you Jaycee says I put my hands through my hair I'll see you tomorrow she nods as she walks back across the street and I walked inside and saw my Dad's talking I walked back up to my room and laid down.

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