Breaking Society

Why? Me?

I don't understand,They pick on me over and over again like that's going to make me change.Seeing me hurt mite cause them satisfaction but would you take it so far that I don't want to breath anymore.Or that I have to hide my bruises from my parents and put on a fake smile but what if I break what if I truly leave will anyone care? Will they feel truly guilty maybe I should have told someone before it got this bad but maybe I can change I can improve my self make me what everyone want's me to be then they will like me and maybe just maybe I'll be okay for once...


15. ~15~


  I woke up to my dad screaming my name what? I mumble seance you want to go to school so bad don't be late I'm taking Celia and going to work I moan okay love you he says I nod love you too and he closed my door. I moaned and got in the shower as I got out and tried to find something to wear .I finally found something then I heard a knock on the door dressed? my daddy says um yeah I say as I do my hair he opens the door if you want a ride I'm leaving I shake my head I'll walk.

                Okay and give Aiden 5 minutes before you try to wake him up for me I nod as he shuts the door I saw him leave the drive way and I un plugged my phone and finished my hair I went down stairs and got an apple Aiden wake up I scream as I heard a knock at the door Jaycee and Jailynn were standing there Hola! She says as she pulls her brother in. I don't know about this guys,I look at her yeah what if she cuts me off what if nothing is anyone home I nod Aiden but he's sleeping and probably won't go to school if I don't wait for him and keep waking him up until he finally gets up.

                Okay so he can cover for you say that you got hurt and stayed home or came home during lunch I nod I guess, I grabbed my purse that had 50 dollars in it and we headed to the bus stop we have to be back before school ends or if not on are way back they nod.Do I have to go guys.. really? I look at him no you don't he looks at us really! I nod slowly he smiles hugs us and runs towards his school I'm guessing as the bus arrived Dork Jaycee mumbles we gave the bus drive our bus cards and sat down. What if he's at school I shrug then we go to the school, Do you know anything about him I shake my head wait I pull up my phone and log into my dad's email she looks at me.

                His password is my birthday  she laughs as I pulled up the email's with this girl name Hannah who I'm guessing is my grandma I stopped he's gay.. no dip you have too dads  your Dad is obviously game I mean he's married to a guy  I look at her and laugh my brother. Oh well must run in the family.I laughed a bit well I'm not a homophone I look at her really? I would have never guess she laughed.

        See this girl who I guess is my grandma said "your brain washed Nate to your sinful ways he's just like you" and my dad replied "A boy?" she laughs your dad has jokes I roll my eyes "No! your sexuality"  and he replied "what's so wrong with that"  and she said " your all going to hell" we laughed a bit so he's gay and his name is Nate young look him up on Facebook she says as she pulls out her phone. 

                There he is she says and there's a picture of him and a boy as his cover I bit my lip as she friend requested him, I looked at him what are you doing? she shrugs my part as being your best friend I sighed as she jumped and he's online she says he accepted my friend request. 

His face pulled up 

Nate-Um who are you?
Jaycee-Your sisters best friend!
Nate-you know my sister!
Jaycee-well I'm pretty sure you need to know someone to be there best friend
Nate-Okay stupid question but.. Is she okay? how is she? is she with you?
Jaycee-well were on are way to see you and if you want to ask her questions friend request her  "Natalia Stylinson"

then just a few seconds later my phone went off as Jaycee took pictures of us ..our first stupid choice together I laugh were so going to get caught she nods well we can go down together I nod slowly.I started taking deep breaths calm down I shrug slowly and messed with my crunches my dad will never forgive me she looks at me I thought the same but my Dad forgave me over 100 times.I nod they love you unconditionally. I nod slowly but my Daddy won't care she nods and then they will fight about it then you'll all make up.

                I look at her so you must have it down in a routine I say slowly she nods and you'll be apart of it. 

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...