Breaking Society

Why? Me?

I don't understand,They pick on me over and over again like that's going to make me change.Seeing me hurt mite cause them satisfaction but would you take it so far that I don't want to breath anymore.Or that I have to hide my bruises from my parents and put on a fake smile but what if I break what if I truly leave will anyone care? Will they feel truly guilty maybe I should have told someone before it got this bad but maybe I can change I can improve my self make me what everyone want's me to be then they will like me and maybe just maybe I'll be okay for once...


11. ~11~

                I woke up sweating which to me was the worst feeling in the world,I bit my lip slowly as I looked at the time it was 12:30 in the afternoon I saw my door open slowly she awakes I heard my Daddy say I pushed my self up he looked at me well how are you feeling.Like I'm burning in hell He looked at me we got to check them words coming out that mouth I looked at him like you haven't said worse he looks at me I'm older than you.So...So I say slowly  get ready he says slowly were meeting your Dad and if were late he'll kill you..Why me? because I'll blame it on you.

                I look at him Fuck you we need the soap he says slowly  as he walks out  and clean your room child I roll my eyes as I pull my self up and into the shower I got out and find something on my bed and I wore it I put my hair in a side braid  I heard a knock are you dressed Yeah. My Daddy opened the door your Father's orders he gave me my crunches I looked at him and Moaned  do I have to he nods yes yes you do.

        you look nice I never thought you would wear bows in your hair again I looked at him as I took my braid out now i have to change.He looks at me Hey! what Harry put Celia in this morning you'll be glad that I said you looked nice.She's wearing a dress he nods a puffy dress and it's blue I look at him now lets go.Were's Darcy with your Dad wearing almost the same dress as Celia. 

                I got my crunches and started walking to the stairs..How? my Daddy took my Crunches  walk Talia I look at him Oh yeah I walked down the stairs  and got in the car here My daddy says as I moan I don't like this thing I say poking my leg. Your fault waited so long to tell us,But you said you already knew he shrugs and looks in the mirror as we ride down the street No I said I already think I knew but your Dad wouldn't listen to me.

                I look at him well my punishment was having to tell him,You made him cry I looked at him don't tell me that! Your trying to make me feel bad he nods just a little.You crushed him Talia I didn't mean to his little princess is getting bullied he felt like he failed as your dad. I hit him stop it Stop stop it! He laughed calm down. We pulled into the parking lot,I saw my Dad walk out of the school as my Daddy got out of the car and took Darcy. I  got out Crunches my dad says I moan fuck! he looked at me then My Daddy.

                Don't say that what? Fuck! My Daddy laughed  My Dad glared at him come on my Dad finally said as he started walking back in my Daddy and I laughed I told you not to say that. I got my crunches and walked inside not even using them my Dad says I shrug you wanted me to bring them.So your knee can get better,I sigh and start using them we sat in the front do we have to sit right here! he looks at me  Natalia  why must you make everything a challenge my Dad says.

                I was siting between both of my parents I looked at my Dad and smiled you know you love me he mumbles something and looks away. What did you say? Nothing Talia you don't love me I fake cry I see how you feel these days I put my head on my Daddy's shoulder he aint love me no more he laughs. I wonder why I look at them and cross my arms now I feel unwanted. I pretend to cry,Natalia shut up my Daddy says I stop your stuck with me anyway so who cares.

                Sadly My Daddy says I poke his cheek your mean you know that,He looks at me So I've been told fine I'll move where? my dad mumbles does it really matter? he nods yeah kind  of I shrug well that's none of your business because you guys don't love me anymore He rolls his eyes as it begins so if I fall asleep your grounded my Dad says I look at my Daddy just wake up when Celia comes on I guess he whispers My Dad sighs Louis you never go along with what I say.Fine don't fall asleep Happy Harry? He looks at him no I'm not! Well I don't know what your problem is then. Your just being  bitchy My Daddy snaps I laughed as My Dad shot us a glare.Blame him I say he rolls his eyes sometimes I wonder why he mumbles .Why what Harry? My Daddy says Nothing Lou nothing Well it must be something  if it keeps crossing your mind!

                Just shut up and drop it Louis Fine will talk about it later,I look at my Dad why are you mad at me? I'm not mad your a liar.Natalia I'm your parent don't tell me I'm lying I look at him but you are.

When It was finally done I got my crunches and we had to go get Celia,You did good my Dad says as he picks her up what are you wearing? My Daddy laughs as he held Darcy I like it she says I look at her of course you do.. You did awesome C my Daddy says as he ruffles her hair.Eh I say slowly my Daddy hit me it was awesome I say slowly he shook his head.Can we get ice cream I groan as my Daddy hit me again what now? shut up he mumbles I laugh sure love My Dad says as we left I got in the back of my Daddy's car and my Dad took Darcy and Celia.


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