"Oh my god" I said, looking around frantically, I was naked and so was Cameron. "We didn't??" I gasped, shaking him awake, trying to keep covered by the sheets.
"What??" He groaned, rubbing his eyes open.
"Did we??" I breathed heavily.
"I'm lost" he stared blankly at me.
"You idiot, did we have sex" I groaned, falling back on to the bed.
"It's hard to explain" he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. "You see, we were totally going to but me in my drunken state couldn't get in and you were squirming too much, maybe next time" he smiled awkwardly.
"You nut" I shook my head, wrapping the sheet around me and getting out of bed.
"Can I come with you??" He asked excitedly, eyes widening.
"Why not" I shrugged, leaving the door open for him.
"Oh man I love you" he grinned, running into the shower.
"I hope you fucking slip" I laughed.
"Nice of you two to join us" rosa crossed her legs as she sat on the island.
"I don't know what you are talking about" I shook my head, popping a piece of bacon in my mouth.
"Thought you guys would be fucking again" Dylan yelled.
"We were not!" I yelled, panicked.
"You totally were" rosa laughed. "Me and kayden were just sitting in bed and we hear you two" she grinned.
"You did what to my sister??" Jack asked, ask he walked in quickly.
"Uh well that's awkward" rosa said, walking out of the kitchen everyone following behind quickly.
"So what is it??" He asked once again.
"Sorry babe!" I yelled, practically running out of the kitchen.
I swear I probably looked like a fish out of water, no words were coming out on matter how hard I tried.
"Nothing happened" I raised my hands in surrender.
"Eh I'm kidding, I don't care" he waved me off, shrugging.
"Then why did you" I trailed off, super confused.
"Sure she's my baby sister but, I like you" he smiled a bit, walking out of the kitchen as well. "Try not to get her pregnant, I mean if something goes wrong, fucking come to me bro" he walked back into the kitchen, immediately leaving after.
"How did it go, I'm sorry if anything bad happened, he just you know loves me" Addison rambled walking in quickly.
"Nothing happened actually, he told me to talk to him if something goes wrong pretty much" I said blankly, lifting her up onto the counter.
"Goes wrong??" She asked confused.
"Like the possibility of a life growing in there" I sighed, touching her belly.
"Yeah right" sh scoffed, swatting my hands away.
"Excuse you, anything can happen" I rolled my eyes, kissing her.
"do you think it will??" She looked up at me, pleading in some way.
"I can't give you an answer, I just want you to know that I love you so much" I nodded, backing up and going outside for a smoke.
Just thinking of the possibility of me putting a life in her for us to take care of gave me lots of different feelings. Just think how nice it would be, seeing me or her in someone else, watching them grow up, someone else to love unconditionally, someone who loves me unconditionally.
On the other hand, someone's life will be in my hands, someone will look up to me and follow what I do, most my life will be sacrificed just to raise that baby in the way it deserves, someone that'll be put in the middle of all my screw ups, what if Addison won't let me be in their life, what if she doesn't want the baby.
I honestly just started chain smoking, I couldn't stop. I couldn't stop thinking, I guess I just really had to talk to Addison about this.