Calum looked down then at me.
"Don't bring that up" he said shaking his head.
"We are adults Calum, I can bring it up if I want and we can discuss it maturely" I said as he looked at me and nodded.
"Okay. Why did you sleep with my best mate?" He asked.
"I was pressured" I said biting my lip as I could feel myself about to cry.
"You could have said no" he said
"I did" I said an he rolled his eyes.
"Apparently not" he scoffed and I closed my eyes shut. "Why him?" He asked looking at me. I looked at Calum and saw him broken.
"What?" I asked confused.
"Why did you choose him over me? And we dated" he said and I saw a tear fall. As I was about to say something Elysian runs out with her teddy bear.
"What's wrong?" I asked her picking her up.
"That song" she said before pulling me with her as she showed me on the computer. She showed me a music video that played along with the boys music.
"That's his band" I said and she nodded. She walked over to Calum and looked up as he crouched down to her height.
"Goodnight?" She asked in her little voice as Calum looked at me.
"She wants you to tuck her in" I said amazed she let him do it. He nodded and smiled at the little girl who smiled as her dimples appeared and he smiled as he picked her up.
He carried her up to her room and laid her down on her tiny bed. He wrapped her up in blankets and kissed her forehead then was going to turn around but she grabbed onto his arm. She motioned him to lay beside her as he laid down and wrapped an arm around her and hummed lyrics as her soft snores were heard throughout the room.
Calum started to get up and kissed her forehead mumbling an 'I love you' as she mumbled it back as I left the room and went downstairs to fold her clothes.
"Elysian's cute" he said as he descended. I nodded and but my lip.. He noticed me not talking and walked towards me sitting down and motioned me to sit beside him. "What's wrong?" He asked sincerely.
"Nothing" I mumbled continuing to fold the laundry.
"You know you can tell me" he said and I shook my head
"How the fuck am I supposed to tell you anything?" I said looking at him
"I've known you since you were thirteen Courtney!" He said back raising his voice a bit.
"Yeah you've known me since thirteen but yet you totally decided to throw away any memory of me!" I said as I was on the verge of tears.
"You slept with my best mate and your ex boyfriend! How else was I supposed to react? You've hurt me throughout the whole relationship Courtney!" He said back as he was also on the verge of tears.
"I slept with your best mate and I apologized and told you right away! I didn't want to but I was pressured Calum! You've cheated on me before and that was right into the start of our relationship so I'm not the only one at fault here!" I said again as he shook his head. "We are done talking" I said as I put the folded clothes in the laundry basket and took my cup of tea to the kitchen.
"Courtney" he sighed and I shook my head tears already flowing out. "Why wouldn't you tell us you were pregnant earlier?" He asked
"Because you would have only let me back in because you would feel bad that I had no where else to go" I said turning around and looking at him.
"Why would you think that?" He asked
"You would think 'oh yeah we had sex and that could be my kid so I'm just going to allow her back into my life'" I said mocking him poorly. As I put my dishes in the dishwasher as I heard Elysian crying.
Running past Calum and up the stairs I find elysian tossing and turning crying. Grabbing her I rock her back and forth as I shush her calmly.
"Mums here" I said kissing her forehead every now and then.
"Daddy" she whimpered as I shook my head.
"Daddy's not here baby. It's just you and me for now" I said as I heard Calum at the door.
"Where's daddy?" She asked softly hugging my neck.
"I don't know baby" I said as I kissed her forehead as I walked down the stairs cradling her. "Calum you should leave" I said as he nodded.
"If you need anything give ashton a ring" he said leaving as I took my daughter upstairs to my room after locking everything.
"I love you baby, and I'll find daddy soon" I said kissing her forehead as I fell asleep with my daughter in my arms.
I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT UPDATING BECAUSE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL, WORK, AND VOLLEYBALL! But here's a filler because you are all fab :*