Just hearing that song pained me. Ashton, Michael and I were unbreakable and I promised them I wouldn't ruin Calum. I did.
Luke was my first love, my best friend since birth and I let him walk all over me. I let him use me for his own pleasure.
Calum, I love him I still do. What I did hurt him and I can't take my actions back. I wish he could know how much I still love him.
I was cut out if my thoughts by a moron hitting their vehicle into the side of my car as my car spun and Elysian crying in the back seat.
Looking around quickly as my breathing increased and I saw a large man run towards me.
"Are you okay?" He asked as he noticed Elysian crying in the backseat. "Shit I'm so sorry it was my fault" he apologized as I took my set belt off and got out of my car.
My car was totalled and I went to the back seat grabbing Elysian and holding her
"Shh baby it's okay" I cooed as she cried into my neck.
I noticed the car that hit me was a SUV and saw four large boys get out and panic.
Those four boys I wish had never hit my car.
"Oh my god" I heard Ashton as he noticed the car and me by it. "Are you okay?" He asked then noticed my daughter. "Is she okay?" He asked as he held my shoulder and I nodded.
"Just shaken up" I said looking at Ashton.
My appearance hasn't changed at all and he was studying me intently as his mouth opened and closed quickly looking astounded.
"Don't say anything to the boys Ashie" I said using his old nickname as he nodded frowning at me. "Just enter your number and I'll explain everything" I mumbled handing him my phone as the three other boys walked over to us.
"We are so sorry. It was our fault" Luke said and I nodded
"Yeah it was actually" I said a little pissed off about the whole situation.
"I've witnessed enough accidents in my life" Michael laughed lightly as I felt it was tense between Luke and Calum.
"Yeah you kinda wrecked my car" I said as I put Elysian into my other arm and held her.
"We can pay for it." Calum shrugged looking unhappy.
"Smile it's over. It's life" I sighed at the boys.
"We could have killed you" Calum exclaimed throwing his hands in the air.
"Everyone dies Cal" I said annoyed as he turned and looked at me.
"What did you call me?" He asked raising a brow as Ashton passed me my phone. He took Elysian out of my hands and held her.
"Holy" he said as I looked to him.
"Hm?" I asked standing by Ashton.
"She looks like Luke and Calum" he amazed as I rose a brow.
"Oh?" I asked as I kissed her cheek.
"Ashton's right" Michael said smiling at the child in front of him.
"What's her name?" Luke asked.
"Elysian" I replied
"What does that mean?" Calum asked smiling at the child.
"It's describes her biological fathers" I said
"She has two?" Luke asked raising a brow and I nodded biting my lip as Michael held the little girl who smiled wide.
"I wasn't the smartest teenager that was in love" I shrugged as I checked the time as a cop showed up and we told them. A two truck showed up as my car was towed as I grabbed the baby stuff and held Elysian. "Looks like we are walking home baby" I said picking her up and starting for the direction of my house.
"Hey!" I heard Michael as he ran beside me.
"Hey" I smiled lightly as Elysian leaned towards Michael as Michael held her.
"Well give you a lift how about?" He asked and I bit my lip.
"I don't know" I said
"Please? You do owe us after disappearing three years ago Courts" Michael said as I looked shocked.
"You recognize me?" I asked amazed.
"You have to be a fool not to be able to recognize you." He said rolling his eyes.
"If you want me to explain I will" I said as I recalled that very day. Calum wanted to forget about everything.
"Yeah to me and ash you are. And later when Calum and Luke figure it out explain it to them. You left without telling your best mates and I want to know why" he said broken and I nodded.
"I'm sorry" I said as I held Elysian as she kissed my cheek.
"She's beautiful Courts" Mikey said and I smiled at him. Tears were falling from my eyes as I ran and hugged the death out of Michael.
"I love you" I mumbled
"I love you too" he said as we ran back to the replacement of the SUV.
Getting in I sat between Michael and Ashton with Elysian on my lap.
"So you don't know who the fathers are?" Calum asked breaking the silence. "Tell us about the fathers" he said smiling at the little girl playing with my hand.
"I was in love with my boyfriend and we did it. He cheated on me when all us friends went out and I being stupid and drunk drove home. After we cleared things up we did it and he didn't wear a condom. Then I was cooking and his best mate and my ex? I wouldn't have considered us dating cause he cheated on me ten minutes into the relationship slept with me and being stupid I gave in. I cheated on my boyfriend and I still love him. I told him what happened like a mature thing to do and he kicked me out" I shrugged feeling nervous I basically said what happened between us to him but he nodded.
"I'm sorry" he apologized
"Don t apologize it was my fault and my actions. I wish he knew how much I love him and that I'm trying hard to raise my daughter as a single parent" I said as more if my accent came out.
"Are you Australian?" Luke asked now looking at me.
"Yeah I am. I was born in Australia and moved to Canada then moved back to Australia" I said as I played with my daughters curls.
"What part?" Luke asked as he put his phone in his lap.
"Sydney. Wear Sydney actually" I said smiling slightly.
"Did we go to school together?" Luke asked and I nodded slowly.
"Yeah" I said as I looked at Ashton and Michael for help as they shrugged. Fuck you.
"Did you know a Courtney?" He asked hopefully.
"Mhm" I said as I bit my lip.
"I hope I never see her again" Calum groaned
"Why?" I asked
"She's such a-a, I don't even have a name for her cause she's that vile" Calum said shaking his head as my heart broke.
"Calum" Luke sighed
"I was going to propose but she cheated on me! With my best mate! I can say what I want about her cause all feelings are gone and I hope she's happy fucking every other boy she sets eyes on" he said anger running through him as I looked at Ashton.
"Calum enough!" Ashton bellowed as I held my daughter closer to me.
"Just drop me off here" I said as I felt a tear fall as Elysian wiped it.
"What?" Luke asked wide eyes
"Just drop me off here!" I yelled looking at them as my hair was in my face as I grabbed my stuff.
"I'm walking home" I said cutting off Michael
"Court-" Ashton stopped himself. "Please let us drive you!" He yelled and I shook my head as I held Elysian close to me.
"Just leave me alone Ashie!" I yelled as I scurried away.