Elysian ✩ 5sos

elysian (adj.) beautiful or creative; divinely inspired; peaceful and perfect ∞ SEQUEL TO AMNESIA; Courtney Winston, a seventeen year old girl who fell in love and hurt the people around her. After breaking up with the love of her life she finds out some dreadful news that she loves but hates. She ends up conceiving a child and doesn't know if it's the love of her life's or his best mate. When she runs into the four Australian boys, will they recognize her? Or will they treat her as a normal crazed fan? Read Elysian to find out. ∞ © Cuddling With Niall 2014 All Rights Reserved

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Courtney's POV:

It's been a full three years since I found out I was pregnant. Three years since my breakup with Calum and three years since I found out id be having a baby girl.

I gave birth on July 19 at noon at Toronto General Hospital to a 5lb 8oz baby girl. She's my light in the world and at only two she's quite the looker.

She has a mixture of both Calum and Luke in her, you can tell by her appearance.

I named her Elysian because I thought it was cool and unique. So her name is Elysian Cadence Winston.

I have two jobs to pay for us both, with a little help from my dad. I work at a clothing store in the mall and a restaurant located in the mall also. The mall has a children's daycare and I bring Elysian there when my dad works and when he doesn't work Elysian stays with my father if that makes sense.

"Courtney?" My father asked breaking me from my thoughts as I looked at him across from where I was sitting.

"Sorry" I chuckled.

"Don't you think Elysian should meet her fathers? Or get a DNA test to see who's child she is" he said motioning to Elysian who was walking around in her playpen at my dad's.

"I can't just waltz back into their lives dad. I left them without telling where I was going and packed my bags and got on the flight out here" I said drinking my tea.

"Your daughter needs her fathers" he said and I groaned

"You're like a dad to her. Can't you be the dad and when she gets older I'll explain to her?" I asked and he shook his head

"Do you still have Calum's and Luke's numbers?" He asked changing the subject.

"Yeah. I also have Ashton's and Michaels. But they are world wide famous dad. How will they react when the girl that left three years ago finally calls and yeah." I said and he shrugged.

"Call them Courtney" he said and I got my phone out clicking Ashton's name as I put it on speaker.

"The number you are trying to call does not exist." The annoying lady said as I clicked my lock button.

"They changed their numbers" I said as I sighed.

"They do have random teenage girls throwing themselves at them." He shrugged smiling as I did too.

Elysian began to fuss as I walked over to her and picked her up. Her golden brown hair in her eyes as her bright blue eyes lit up. She had darker skin but also was light like Calum and has dimples like Luke. Her chubby cheeks reminded me of Calum and I frowned.

"I think you should head home considering you want to relax on your weekend and a couple days off. I have to go to work anyways" my dad said as he kissed my cheek and Elysian's.

"Okay give me a ring tomorrow. Love you" I said as I made my way towards my vehicle and buckle Elysian up and got to the front if the car.

I turned on the radio and a song played.

"We drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted.

I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all"

After listening to the song it reminded me if the relationship I had with Calum.

"Frick" I muttered hitting my head on the steering wheel.

Fuck you Calum, fuck you.

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