I woke up the next morning by feeling someone tap on my shoulder. "Good morning sweetie." I turned over to find my mom smiling over me. I lightly smiled and wiped the tiredness out of my eyes. "Good morning." i was happy for a little until I remembered what had happened last night. My heart dropped. "I'll be making pancakes for breakfast!" Mom said excitedly. "Cool, I'll be down in a bit." I said as my mom left the room. She nodded her head and shut the door behind her. I just laid down in my bed and looked a my phone. The time read 11:32am. I really slept in today. I had no plans for the day. I scrolled around on Instagram for a little until I was awake enough to get out of bed. I got up and walked down stairs where I found my mom making pancakes. "Almost ready!" Mom said.
I sat down at the table and went on my phone. I clicked on the twitter app and read some tweets. I saw what Cameron had posted only 2 hours ago, it read "Everybody makes mistakes, some are more significant than others. I'm sorry." I didn't feel any emotions about that, other than kind of frustrated at Cam. He made a really bad assumption about me when really I just wasn't ready! I decided I wasn't not gonna text him first. When he's ready, he will apologize. My mom brought over syrup and 2 pancakes on a plate. "Here you go!" She said putting down the plate of pancakes in front of me.
"Thanks mom." I said and smiled as I poured some syrup on the pancakes. I ate them pretty quick. When I was done I washed off my plate and put it away. "I think I might just hang around the house today... I'll be in my room if you need anything." I said and walked up to my room. "Okay honey." She replied. I laid on your bed and turned on the TV. I started to watch Vampire Diaries. I ended up watching 8 episodes total! It was about 7:21pm and I heard my phone buzz. I picked it up and saw that I had a text. It was from Cameron.
It read "Babe, I am so sorry about last night. I was completely wrong. I just got jealous when I saw Taylor flirting with you. Its not your fault, it's mine. I feel so sorry Jessie. I shouldn't have acted like that. I understand. you just weren't ready and I am all for taking things slow. I shouldn't have brought the whole flirting thing with Taylor out on you like this. I am so sorry. I hope you forgive me. I love you Jessie." It read. I read it and smiled. He said everything I thought he did wrong. "I love you Cameron Dallas. Not because you are 'famous', or because you have well known friends, or because you get a lot of attention when your out in public.
I love you because you are the sweetest and most understanding boyfriend ever. When I realized Taylor was flirting with me I got nervous, I don't want him to get in the way of me and you. You are the one I love. I hope me and Taylor stay friends... but just friends. I want you all to myself. I don't want to rush things because I'm scared of going too fast. I hope we can just put last night in the past and pick up where we left off." I wrote and pressed send. Shortly after Cameron replied. The text said: " You are the most perfect girl I have ever met. I agree...lets put last night in the past. Do you want to come over right now?" "Sure babe. I'll be over in 10 minutes." I sent. I got up and walked over to my dresser. I chose out black sweat pants with the word "PINK" on the butt and slipped them on.
I picked out a white tank top and put in on. I brushed my teeth and hair, than walked down stairs and put on some flip flops. "Bye mom I'm going to Cameron's." I said. "Okay, bye!" She replied. walked out and got in your car. I drove to Cameron's house and knocked on the front door when I got there. He opened it. I opened your arms out and gave Cameron a big hug. It felt like nothing has changed, that was the way you wanted it.
After me and Cameron were done kissing we both got in his car. "How 'bout Papa Johns?" Cameron asked when he started the car. "Sound good!" I said back. I started looking at Cameron. I couldn't help it, he looked so perfect. He looked at me and smiled when he noticed me looking at him. He reached over and put his hand on my thigh and started rubbing up and down. I blushed and looked ahead. We were almost there. Cameron rested his hand on your thigh the whole car ride Cameron parked the car and we both got out. He walked over to my side of the car and held my hand after I closed the door.
I could tell he was really sorry. "Jessie I am soo sorry for the way I acted the other night, I know I have already apologized but I couldn't say sorry enough. I love you with all my heart. I honestly don't know where I would be without you." He said. I was surprised he just said that because that's what I was just thinking about. "Babe, I love you. I understand completely. Can we put that in our past and forget it never happened?" I said looking in to his eyes as we walked up to Papa Johns. "Of course. I was just looking at you and I just thought of how lucky a guy I am to have you." He said blushing a little. "Awe babe that's the first time I've seen you blush! You're so cute. I love you." I replied. "Yeah well I don't blush too often so don't get used to it." He said and opened the door for me.
I chuckled a little. I sat down at a table and we ate our pizza together. I loved how me and Cameron were both wearing sweatpants and just a crappy shirt out in public. We didn't care though. We didn't need to dress up and go somewhere expensive and fancy to have fun with him. He was perfect. When we were finished eating Cameron paid the check and we left. I remembered you were going to stay the night at Cameron's so you texted my mom and let her know. When we were finally at Cameron's I put the left over pizza in the fridge and sat down on the couch. "Thanks for dinner babe." I said and Cameron walked over to the couch right next to me, and sat down.
Sorry I didn't post for a while. I was caught up in school and family. I will try to post more often now though! Thaaanks! c: