I sit around the camp. No one is really here. I don't know where they went. They ran off with Murphy. I mean I'd pay to see him get hung but I'm here because well Amanda and Jasper are still here and they're the only ones I really care about. I sit by the fire doing nothing really. I don't know why the fire is still alive. Jasper is actually okay now but Amanda is still trying to get better. I'm glad Bellamy found her. I don't know what I would honestly do without her. So I can hear yelling and I'm not sure what's going on.
Jasper appears and sits down next to me. We sit and joke around for a bit, not really doing anything. Soon Monty sits down next to me.
"How are you doing with communicating with earth?" I ask him. He shakes his head.
"I can't really do much," he answers. I sigh. We sit for a while. Finally everyone comes back. Murphy is missing. I stand up. I desperately ask what happened and no one answers. Thanks guys. The camp is kind of stuffy. There are people everywhere and no one is very happy. I get up and walk to behind the dropship. I sit down with my back on the wall. Octavia appears beside me.
"Hey," she says as she plops herself beside me. I smile.
"Hello," I answer. Octavia and I get on better than you might think. We sit there, not talking but enjoying each others company. I close my eyes. Just then there is a yell. I realise Octavia has already gone. I get up and wander round the front of the camp. I poke my head into the drop-ship. And the sight that meets my eyes, is a sight I cannot deal with. I can feel the anger inside me bubbling. Amanda is lying on the floor clutching her dagger. Elidh is also on the floor with a large gash on her arm and Bellamy... He has a big cut on his arm. Before I can stop myself I storm over. By the time I get there, Bellamy has sat Amanda onto the bench. I am fizzing mad. Clarke is yelling and she has pulled Eilidh away. I could have let it go but what was she thinking.
"What the hell is this?" I demand, knocking the dagger from Amanda's hand, "you utter idiot! Did you think that no one would notice if you killed Bellamy?" I rant, raising my voice, "and her!" I point at Eilidh, "you idiot! Were you jealous?" I don't give her the time to answer, "Because she kissed Bellamy? You selfish fool! I can't believe you. I didn't think you'd do this," I stop, yelling, "I thought you weren't one of them," I run off out of the dropship. I feel hot and flustered. I push past Monty.
"Emily?" He begins. I ignore him. I can't believe her. She tried to kill them. Both. I realise that I'm now crying. She's my only friend, almost a killer. I walk around to the back of the dropship and sit down, anger pumping through my veins. I don't know why I'm crying. This is just too much for me. I thought she was a good person. I sit down and bury my head in my hands. Selfish bitch. Okay I'm not a big fan of Bellamy or Eilidh but I wouldn't try to kill or harm them. What would the camp have some to her if she'd killed Bellamy? I honestly can't believe her.
After about an hour, I stand up. I'd been sitting there crying for a while. I stand up and see my reflection in the dropship wall. I realise I have blotchy red eyes. I start to walk around the front of the drop ship into the camp. I hide my face with my hair. I wander through the trees in the camp. I'm not looking up. I don't want to talk to anyone. Especially not her. I'm not over reacting, it's not okay to kill someone. What the hell did he do- a searing pain shoots up my chest.
I look down to see a knife lodged in my stomach. Blood ran down me. I look up and my vision becomes blurred. I land in someone's arms, the pain too much to handle.
"Emily!" It's Jasper, "what did you do?" He demands someone. I can't tell who it is. Owww. I clutch my stomach, the warm sticky blood heats my freezing hands. What happened..?
My vision blurs completely and the last thing I remember is Jaspers heart, beating fast, next to my ear..