I looked out the window and saw the clouds. "Niall, are you going to be okay?" Louis asked. He was going through a similar thing, but with his girlfriend, Eleanor Calder. "I will be alright, Lou. Thanks for keeping check on me." I said and he got a big smile. Everyone else was asleep, and Louis went to sleep also after 10 minutes. I sat there, just thinking about how just this morning, Anna completely attimited that she was in love with me.
Then this afternoon, we were both crying and breaking up inside. Now here i am about 10:00pm flying around the world on a plane to go sing for fans and all. Right now, i guess you could say i am heartbroken. I just hope Anna finds what she is looking for in that envelope i gave her earlier. I want to be that one thing in her life that changes her life forever.
I sat there on my bed, holding the envelope. My hand shook a little when i tried opening it. I closed my eyes and carefully opened it. I pulled out 50 pounds and 3 tickets that could take me anywhere in the world. I almost started to cry again, but all the tears have already been cried out. I sat there and smiled. So thats what Niall meant when, "Whenever I am apart from you, I am not far."
Maybe Niall truly does love me back. I know that i definately do love him and he knows that too now. I dont care if we are still stepbrother or stepsister, love is stronger that paper documents. Love is stronger than words will ever say. Thats someting i really do know, but i am still heartbroken that he had to leave. Nobody wants to say goodbye to Niall Horan.