14. Just Leave Me Alone
I was caught in a nightmare. I was repetitively getting beaten by my father, called a slut by Rachael, and getting raped by that man. All the horrible memories put into one nightmare. I started to scream for help, but nobody was answering me. Suddenly, I was being shaking by someone, but I couldn't tell who it was, but I kept on screaming,"HELP!!!"
I woke up to Carter screaming for help. She must be having nightmare. She use to have these all the time when she slept over. I started to shake her awake and I kept on screaming her name. Finally she woke up and immediately hugged me and started crying. I was shocked at first, but hugged her back and told her everything was going to be alright.
The boys all came running in wondering what all the racket was, but they soon left seeing the condition Carter was in. She slowly fell back in a calm slumber and I went downstairs to get her some breakfast.
I opened my eyes and immediately closed them. Why was it so bright. I tried to open my eyes slowly so I could adjust to the light. I finally figured out that I was in a bedroom. I looked around and saw a tray of pancakes and a glass of water next to me. My stomach growled. I was starving. I decided why the heck not and devoured it. When I finished it hit me I was in Niall's bedroom. I quickly found a bathroom and threw up everything I just ate because I was disgusted that I slept in Niall's bedroom.
I walked up stairs to see if Carter was awake yet. When I walked in worry crossed my face when I saw she wasn't there. Then I heard something in the bathroom and I walked over to the door and knocked. The reply I got was the sound of Carter hurling hopefully in to my toilet. I walked in and held back her hair while kneeling next to her. Then I whispered in her ear," It's ok. Your ok. Let it out."
I felt someone pull my hair back and tell me," It's ok. Your ok. Let it out." I immediately knew it was Niall and mentally thanked him. When I was done I wiped off my face. I rinsed my mouth and walked back into Niall's room. Niall followed behind me and sat on the bed next to me. "How did I get here?", said trying to be calm.
"I brought you here.", he said acting like it was obvious. I shook my head.
"Yea, but why am I here and not at my house.", I said in a duh tone.
"I couldn't just leave you at your house. Especially, well you know." I looked at him.
"Umm, actually I don't know.", I said confused. He looked at me shocked.
"You mean you don't remember what happened?", he asked.
Slowly, I said,"No." He was shocked beyond belief and I could tell that he was debating on whether or not to tell me.
Should I tell her or not? I mean if I do she could be scared in her own house. But if I don't it may happen again. I decided to tell her. "Well, You were walking to work when someone attacked you and almost rapped you, but I saw what was happening and I stopped it."
"Wait a minute, so you were following me!?"She exclaimed.
"I wanted to make sure you got to work safely and anyway you should be thanking me I saved you!" I said hearing my voice get louder.
"Whatever Niall. Thanks for saving me but please just leave my life something bad happens every time I'm with you."She whispered the last part and I felt me heart shatter into a million pieces.
She quietly got up and left without saying another words and I let the years fall freely once I heard the door slam.