Can you really choose who to be in love with? Can you tell your heart not to love someone just so you wouldn't get hurt? just so your heart wouldn't get broken? ... I didn't think so.
It's been awhile since I last saw my father. He's a big drinker, and he used to go out to the bar every single night. Spending loads of money there, cheating on my mother, and bringing girls home from the bar. I remember when I was little, Did i mention that he killed that he killed the woman he was sleeping with too? I caught him cheating for the first time...
I was in my room playing with my dolls, until i heard the down stairs door slam shut. Voices were being heard but i couldn't make out who they were, so i made my way a few steps down my stairs and looked, it was my dad with a short inappropriate dressed woman in his arms. she looked kinda scared..? He pulled her to his and my moms room, and slammed the door shut. he was drunk...again.
"Ahh! stop it! I-I don't wan-wanna do this!" said a high pitched voice.
"Shut the fuck up, now continue doing what you were supposed to be doing! before I- Ahh-good girl" He said a little bit slower.
And it went on for a few more minutes, until the noises stop completely, and my father re-opened his bed room door, he came out carrying a limp woman over his shoulder, and went out the back door. I ran up to my room, and started playing with my dolls again. If i only new at the time what had happened. My mom eventually found out, and she really couldn't do much at the time because he would threaten to beat me until i was dead, so my mother agreed to not do anything about him and that woman that he had killed.
A few years of this went on, and my mother finally had enough. So when he went out to the bar again, she dialed 9-1-1. and had him arrested. I showed the police, what door he went out of, and they found the body pretty easily, considering the body was in the back yards tree. He was drunk so i guess he wasn't thinking.
that all happened whenever I was about 5, now i'm 17. I haven't seen him since then, and hopefully it'll stay that way.
"Hunney, were here." My mom decided it would be best to move far away from where we were. So now i guess, we are in London, England. i got out of the car, and followed my mom up the cement stairs of the house, and made our way inside.
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