The next lesson was certainly easier to say the least. I got told off a couple of times for not listening, my mind was somewhere else. All I could focus on was him, and what has happened so far today. What is happening to me? How am I letting him get to me like this? I need to stick by my old self and stay true to who I am, not obsess over him. I will do what he says fine, but I will not let him affect me I just can't.
Jess met me outside of class, she didn't speak to me. We walked in silence to the canteen, I wasn't sure why she was giving me the silent treatment but to be honest I didn't really care. I needed a break from talking. Harry met up with us at lunch, I begged him to stay over the other side of the canteen but he wouldn't listen.
"Harry please, you need to understand we're not like you. We're not popular and we have no intention of being it" I moaned.
"There's nothing wrong with being popular Morris".
Oh for god sake.
The rest of One Direction sat with us at lunch, we had other people crowded around us trying to take our seats but we wouldn't budge. After all Jess, Louise, Tyler and I were here first.
"How are things Kate?" Liam leaned over and whispered in my ear.
I looked at him "Things are okay I suppose".
"I like that you're being honest today" he smiled.
"I'm too tired to try and make up lies" I tried my best to smile back.
"So I hear you're Harry's girl now?" he asked.
"I'm no one's girl" I said honestly and he nodded satisfied.
Harry grabbed my arm and pulled me away from the rest of them.
"What the fuck?" I moaned at him.
"Don't act like you have no idea what you have done" he half shouted.
"Well to be honest I don't?"
"You're flirting with Liam right in front of me" he half shouted.
"Trust me that wasn't flirting, and I like Liam he's nice" I couldn't hide the annoyance in my face.
"From now on until this week is over you are my girl" he spat through his teeth.
"I will never be anyone's property" I warned him.
"Then say bye bye to your money" he said coldly.
"Wow, you are many many things Styles but I never had you down as a jealous prick" I shouted at him making people turn round and look. I stared back at them then back to him "I guess this isn't good for your reputation huh?" I tilted my head to the side.
He didn't say anything the anger in his face was quite frankly scary. He stood still for a few moments before storming off leaving me to fend by myself. I tried smiling at everyone, but then gave up why the fuck should I waste my smiles on them? They don't care about me.
I walked back to the table and noticed all the seats filled.
"Where's Harry?" one of the girls asked.
It's like no one even noticed that I was gone. I walked out the canteen fighting back the tears that were threatening to fall. I saw Harry outside sitting on a bench, I hesitated before going up to him. I sat beside him on the bench. He looked at me from the corner of his eye, before turning to face me.
"I'm sorry I was a dick" he said warmly.
I nodded "Me too" I said trying to return the tone but failing. "Look we have to get through this week, I would prefer it if you weren't always angry at me" I added.
"I'm not angry at you, I don't know what I feel" he said playing with a piece of grass.
I placed my hand over his and squeezed it tightly. This is the best way I can think of to comfort him. He brought my hand up to his face and kissed it.
"We have a big night tonight" he said changing the subject.
"How so?" I asked cautious.
"You shall see" he smiled.
Later that evening Harry made me put on a black dress, that was pretty tight blocking part of my circulation.
"You look so hot Morris" he said, his eyes glowing.
I smiled "Where are we going?"
"This is the big night, a club?" I asked partly disappointed.
"Oh no baby, that's only the beginning" he said smiling.
"What did I say about that word?" I asked raising my eyebrow.
"Oh shit sorry" he said holding back a laugh.
We were driven to a small club about 30 minutes away. Harry took my hand in his as we got out of the car and made our way into the club. He told the bouncer at the door that I was his plus one. We sat in a booth around the side, unnoticed. He searched the place before he found whoever he was looking for. I turned to see a young beautiful women standing at the bar looking at Harry. Jealousy overtook me, even though I washed it back quickly.
"Who is she?" I asked him.
"Someone you will soon get to know very well" he smiled.
I didn't understand what he meant by that so I didn't say anymore. I didn't want to know anything, I hate worrying. We waited there a while before the women stared at me. I felt uncomfortable with her looking at me.
"Why is she staring at me?" I asked him.
"She's attracted to you" he replied.
"How is she not? Morris you are fucking beautiful. Anyone would be attracted to you" he smiled.
I had a bad feeling about this, he had that look in his eyes letting me know something is about to happen.
"Harry, what are you planning?" I asked worried.
"Stop worrying, stop overthinking everything and just relax" he tried to calm me, but it didn't work. He leant in closer to me and whispered in my ear "The girl over there staring at you, I want you to go up to her".
"Okay, and then what?" I asked.
"I want you to kiss her" he said concentrating closely on my expression.
"Why?" I asked him, my stomach in knots.
"Don't overthink, all you have to do is do what I say".
I nodded and stood up quickly giving myself part head rush. I looked over at the girl who was smiling at me. I turned to the table me and Harry are at and downed a shot. You can do this Kate, think of it as acting. Think of the money, think of the home you will have at the end and think of Harry...
I made my way over to the girl, she smiled at me as I approached her.
"Hey beautiful" she said.
"Hey yourself" I smiled back at her.
"Does one have a name?" she asked me.
"Kate, how about you?"
"I'm Lauren" she greeted me holding out her hand, I shook it.
She moved in closer to me, so we were almost touching. She leant in close and whispered in my ear "You're so hot" I felt her warm breath on my neck.
I looked back at Harry who nodded. Now is my chance, don't be a coward Kate you can do this. I traced my fingers over her face and moved closer to her. She didn't move, making me do it all, typical. I inched my face closer to hers and paused asking her for permission. She gave me a warm smile letting me know it was okay. I moved my face even closer until our mouths were touching, she kissed me deeply. Forcing her tongue into my mouth, I wondered how long I had to do this for. But I had to make this look sexy I needed Harry satisfied so he wouldn't make me do anything else tonight. I placed my hand on the back of her neck and kissed her hard making her groan. We kissed for a while until I eventually let go. We both tried to catch our breaths.
"Let's get out of here" she grabbed my hand trying to pull me out the door.
"I can't" I said panicked, I tried to look around for Harry but he was out of sight.
"Why not?" she pouted.
"I'm here with someone" I said trying to calm myself.
"I know, you're Harry's girl right?"
I nodded because for the week I was his, whether I liked it or not.
Harry then came into view and came up to us, he put his arm around me and pulled me close to him allowing him to kiss my cheek.
"Let's get out of here ladies" he smiled at both of us.
Uh oh, this is not good. My breathing started to deepen the closer we got to his place. Lauren put her hand on his lap whilst we were in the car, making me very uncomfortable. He shifted out of her reach, this made me smile.
When we got to his house, he led us into his bedroom. Lauren started taking her clothes off, she knew exactly what she was doing. I stood by the door, knowing that I was safe, I could run out any minute.
"Do you trust me?" Harry asked me, placing his hands either side of my face,
"I guess" deep down I know he would never hurt me.
"You may not think it, but I promise you, you will love it. Can you do this for me?"
I looked from him to Lauren. "Do what Harry?" I asked starting to panic.
"Yes or No?" he gave me the choice. He wasn't forcing me, which I was extremely grateful for.
"If you decline I will still give you your money in the end. But I think you will really like it. If at any point you don't tell me and it will stop" he reassured me.
Seeing as I'm trying new things I agreed to whatever he had planned.
"Lie on the bed" he asked warmly.
I did as he said, he sat down beside the bed and Lauren was at the end of it. It all started to come together now, Harry wasn't going to touch me, but she was...
"Say stop if you don't like it" he whispered in my ear and I nodded.
I looked at Lauren who was smiling widely. She ran her hands up my legs reaching the end of my dress. She pulled it up above my waist so she could see my knickers. She took of my shoes, and then pulled down my knickers. I closed my eyes as I felt her tongue slide up my leg, on to my thigh. The closer she got the more my heart raced. She spread my legs wider, and pulled me so my legs were hanging off the bed. She knelt down and placed my legs on either of her shoulders. Something inside of me told me to say stop but I couldn't bring myself to say the word. She kissed either thigh before licking over my sex. She sucked hard over my clit, my whole body trembled at the warmth of her tongue looming over my sex. I clenched my hands into fists trying to absorb the pleasure but it was too much. I needed to grab something, I couldn't take it. I placed both hands on the back of her neck, pulling her hair. This only turned her on, she started to nibble causing part pain and pleasure. She bit my clit and circled her tongue over it. I opened my eyes and looked at Harry who was focused on my face. He put his hand on my face, and looked into my eyes. He may be twisted in his own way, but right now he looks so vulnerable. I tried to hold on for as long as I could, but it was too much and I exploded my eyes still focused on Harry's whilst I cried out.
Lauren went home that night, and I was mentally and physically exhausted. I took off my dress so I was in my bra and knickers and crawled into bed. Harry decided to join me, even though he had work to do. We lay facing each other both of us waiting for the other to speak.
In the end I finally gave in "I don't know what you're doing to me Styles, I really don't" I closed my eyes.
"I want you to explore your sexuality, you're such a feisty girl with so much power. It fascinates
me, nothing turns me on more than watching you cum trust me".
"So that's why you're doing this to watch me cum?" I asked curious.
"Yes, but I also want you to live life without worrying. Don't be afraid to make rash decisions. Do something you never would. Before you met me, you probably never had an orgasm. You've had 2 today given by me and a girl. Think how much you have changed already, I can see it in your eyes. You may not want to admit it but you enjoyed it" he said.
I couldn't admit it, I didn't want to give him the satisfaction. I didn't want him getting into my brain, he's seen too much already.
"You do know I'm not a lesbian right?" I laughed making him laugh.
"Yeah I do, because if you were then you wouldn't be attracted to me" he admitted.
"Who says I am attracted to you?"
"I'm very good at reading body language, your mind may be telling you different. But your body is screaming for me".
"Don't flatter yourself" I joked.
"Oh how I will never get tired of hearing that" he smiled.
"You know the girl Lauren?"
"Yeah?" he said whilst placing his hands underneath his head.
"What is her deal?" I asked.
He laughed "She is bisexual, she constantly tries to please me. So I thought why not, I invited her to the club and set her up with you. She tried it on with me and I declined".
"Why did you decline?" I asked hoping for him to say something.
"Because I'm attracted to this beautiful girl" he said making a warm feeling fill my body.
"Interesting" I joked and closed my eyes. "Night Styles" I said turning the other way.
A couple of minutes later after a room filled with silence he spoke "Do one more thing for me tonight?" he asked.
"Let me hold you?" he asked.
I gulped loudly, moving back so his front was touching my back. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. That night I fell asleep in his arm and for some reason I felt safe.