Fuck You Over

*Said I was a douche bag won't call back, worst hangover you ever had. Felt so good at first but you knew it would never last.*
I stared at the girl in the front seat. Was that really my only competition? I had to be up against something better than that, something more classy and less trashy perhaps?
"This is Violet, she goes to the high school down the road from ours." Ashton said smirking at me. I smiled and shook her hand.
"Hey, I'm Hunter. It's a pleasure to meet you." I said sitting back in my seat. Ashton stared at me questioningly before turning the car on.
"We're gonna make one more stop at my friend Luke's house real quick." He said to Violet. She nodded. Oh no, he knew he was on to me. I sighed heavily and did breathing exercises. I forgot about Luke's part in my plan. Pretend I wasn't madly in love with him… seems easy enough.
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7. Queasiness and Questions

6- Queasiness and Questions

Cursing is becoming an easier way for me to express myself to the idiots of this population. At the moment there were a few choice words I'd like to use. First, why the fuck was I sitting in the back seat of my boyfriend's car while some tramp sat up front doing her makeup. Second, what the hell were we doing with Violet Ross if she didn't even attend our high school. Third, Why on Gods green fucking earth was I sitting in the back of my boyfriend's car!? Ashton placed his hand on Violet's upper thigh. Kill me now. Cut my head off before they start anything. I stared at the girl in the front seat. Was that really my only competition? I had to be up against something better than that, something more classy and less trashy perhaps?

"This is Violet, she goes to the high school down the road from ours." Ashton said smirking at me. No shit Sherlock. I smiled and shook her hand.

"Hey, I'm Hunter. It's a pleasure to meet you." I said sitting back in my seat. Ashton stared at me questioningly before turning the car on.

"We're gonna make one more stop at my friend Luke's house real quick." He said to Violet. She nodded. Oh no, he knew he was on to me. I sighed heavily and did breathing exercises. I forgot about Luke's part in my plan. Pretend I wasn't madly in love with him… seems easy enough. Ashton ran across my lawn to Luke's house knocking on his door. Luke walked out running a hand swiftly through his golden hair. I scooted against the window as he slid in. He looked at me as he saw the seating arrangement.

"Ash? Why is Hunter back here?" Luke asked. Ashton looked at me but I was staring intensely out of the window. Kill me now.

"Luke you remember Violet?" Ashton asked as Violet waved violently batting her eyelashes in the process. The ride was quite. No one muttering a word as we drove on slowly down the street. I watched Ashton's hand rub up and down Violet's leg and I listened to her moan as though he was fucking her. What the fuck? I wasn't annoyed by it. I just didn't understand why they had to so publicly do it. Like, dudes my eyes are fucking PG-13 which means brief nudity and offense language. And mild violence. I felt Luke place his hand over mine. Like he did on my porch. He squeezed and waited. I crossed my fingers with his interlocking but not squeezing them together. I looked over and he was smiling at me. I blushed and I could see something flash in his eyes. My heart started to flutter but my stomach started getting nauseous.

"Hey Luke is your car gonna be working this afternoon?" Ashton asked. I saw something flash in his eyes too.

"Yeah it will be, why?" Luke asked.

"Nothing. Do you need a ride home, Hunter?" He asked.

"Yeah." I muttered softly.

"I'll need one too Ash Ash." Violet says seductively. I try to look angry but I can't while my fingers are intertwined with Luke's.

"I can take Hunter." Luke says.

"Violet, sorry but Hunter and I are hanging out later so I can't drive you." Ashton says looking at me. I smile softly. Luke's eyebrows shoot up in confusion.

"Really? What?" He asks. I turn to Ashton who is rolling his eyes in annoyance.

"It's a surprise." He says. I chuckle to myself. A surprise he needs time to think about.

"Hey, Ashton could you just drop Luke and I off here? We might as well walk and I need to help him prep for the science test anyways." I said pulling my hand towards myself.

"If you say please." He smirked at me.

"Can you please drop Luke and I off at the next stop?" I asked annoyed. He looked back at me and sighed. Ashton pulled his car over and unlocked the doors.

"Get out." He said. Luke opened the door and he and I slid out. We begun walking to the school which was at most a mile away.

"I can't believe you didn't freak out. Violet basically owns Ashton. Most girls get annoyed and scream and get frustrated. But not you." He smiled at me.

"Oh she needs a little extra love is all." I shrugged. The school was coming into view by now.

"We should've caught a ride with Calum or Michael." He said as the cars flew by. I nodded and looked around. It was still dark but it wasn't that bad. Had I been with anyone else I would've hate walking a mile to school.

"Ya know if we don't actually do anything you and I should go out for celebratory ice cream with Michael, Calum and Cassie." I said.

"Oh that's right Mikey's test is today too." He said.

"Yeah and I'm expecting an A or at least a B minus. " I said shrugging.

"Haha, that'll make him happy. Getting an A." He said. We were walking into the school now. The crowd was thick this morning. Test before winter break were always strenuous. Almost more than SATs. I felt Luke grab my hand and pull me over to the library. We usually sat in the back corner where it was warm and less rowdy.

"Ok so should we go over the significance of molecular structures?" I asked. Luke was staring at his book not responding.

"Hey, are you li-"

"He texted you." He says. I cock my eyebrow and look down at my phone.

"On my phone here." He handed me his phone and sure enough it was Ashton.

Ashton- Plans off. Helping V.

I rolled my eyes and handed it back. Luke sent me a apologetic look. I really needed to start making my move on him being more boyfriend with his girlfriend.

"Well I guess party at my house. Not literally just Calum, Cassie, Michael and you can come unless you have a secret girlfriend you'd like to bring." I said

"Well, since you asked," he said. My heart broke. What the hell?! I couldn't make my face look any less surprised or not angry. I could only look the way I felt. Hurt,mad,broken. Every nerve and every thing in my body was alert and ready to pick up the pieces of my heart. I looked down and huffed. I wasn't ready for Luke not to be single anymore.

"Hey. I've gotta go find the bathroom." I said. I walked until I was sure I was out of sight. I ran to the bathroom which of course wasn't empty. I took the stall second to last and sat on the toilet dropping my head in my hands. I could practically hear my dad's words mocking me.

"I'm waiting for the day when he gets married and your left regretting everything you didn't say."

Heart break was actually painful. I could feel all my emotions dying inside myself. I had lost. Stephanie was right. I was losing. All for Ashton. He did this. He is the reason I'm in this position. He's making all this shitty stuff happen. Luke was fine dating some other girl. Some random girl who he'd never brought up. Not that we talked that often. But why hadn't Michael or Ashton or even Calum or Cassie even said anything? Maybe they don't like her. That's probably why Michael pushed so hard when I told him I was in to Ashton. What had he said?

"It doesn't take a doctorate degree to see you have a crush on Luke."

He was so angry and annoyed. Why had I missed all the flags? I couldn't let Ashton just get away from ripping my entire life into tiny shreds of nothing. I needed to be around him more make him like me more and maybe make him feel something for our relationship.

I stood up from the toilet and unlocked the stall walking to the sinks and washing my hands. Ashton was going down for more than he put in.

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I had ignored Luke the entire way to class. I needed clear focus walking into this class and taking this test.

"Ok, now I know for a fact you're mad at me." He whispered in my ear igniting the flame that only burned for him.

"I'm not. I'm just anxious. I need full concentration." I said walking to a desk in the way corner of the room. I looked out the window and prayed that I could get through this. I started to regret not eating breakfast when my head started aching.

"Look, you can tell me if I upset you." Luke said. I looked at my books ignoring him.

"Luke just drop it, ok?" I begged as the teacher walked in. Like started to say something but the teacher began.

"This test is your grade for the entire semester. If you fail. You fail. If for some reason you can't finish then you are required to come in for free periods or study halls for the next week to complete the assessment." She said. I scribbled hearts on my notebook and drew a small Luke holding one. The teacher made us clear our desks and then passed out the tests.

1) In the shaping of a molecule what is the most necessary units?

I stared blankly at the paper. Who cares? None of us are going to get what we want out of this in the end. So what we get a good grade. Then what? Live boring lives without the things that really made us happy. Screw this. I sighed and went back to focus. I scribbled down legible sentences answering multiple questions. I want someone to just shoot me. I've never been so depressed in my life.

I finished the test in an hour and when I turned it in I just walked out and turned down the hallway. I couldn't stay here. I needed to leave. Sick or not my father was lenient with his pick ups. I pulled out my phone and dialed his number. No answer. Great. I walked down the hall towards the door. It was bright and sunny even though it felt like I was going to freeze to death.

"Hunter?" I heard. I turned around and saw Ashton leaning against his locker.

"Oh, it's you." I wasn't even pretending like his presence excited me.

"Yeah, you're ok with me canceling,right?" He asked.

"Why do you ask if you're allowed to cheat on me? You should know its wrong. You go around fucking whoever you want. Why did you even say you would date me if all you do is ditch me at parties and fuck other girls? Look Ashton, I totally want to be with you but not if you don't want to be with me and I'm having a pretty fucking horrible day so you acting like a tremendous dick all the time isn't going with me. So right now tell me where we stand." I demanded.

I felt myself grow a bit taller. Even if he would've broken up with me I wouldn't have felt remorse under my words. I meant them. Ashton stared at me for a second and then looked down the hallways.

"Were you leaving?" He asked. I nodded and he ran a hand through his hair.

"I don't feel well. I tried calling my dad but he's probably between gigs." I said.

"I can drive you home." He says.

"You didn't answer my question."

"It wasn't a question." He said simply walking towards me. I watched his body move as he walked over to me gracefully. We walked to his car and sat together inside.

"I'm sorry about Violet. She's very handsy." He said.

"Sure she is. All you do is encourage it." I said rolling my eyes.

"I'm not used to having a girlfriend publicly." He admitted.

"I couldn't tell." I said rolling my eyes. "You don't even have my fucking number. Do you even know my last name?" I asked.

"Well you can tell me all about that when we get home." He smiles. We drive around and Ashton finally stops at a grocery store. He promises to be back. My headache is getting worse and I'm feeling nauseous. I hope he hurries.

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"You're hot." Ashton says brushing hair out of my head.

"Why thank you." I tease laying on his bed. He chuckles at my joke.

"I meant your temperature. But you're hot that way too."

"That way? What is this? Second grade?" I tease. He digs in his medicine cabinet violently.

What did Benadryl do to you?

"Shit!" He muttered.

"What's wrong?" I asked sipping the soup he had made me.

"Well I don't have any cold medicine. Wait here I'm going to call my mom." He says jogging downstairs to get his phone. I was astonished by how great Ashton was at taking care of me. He was feeding and checking on me frequently. He was being caring.

"She said she'd pick up some before she comes home." He said sitting next to me rubbing my head. I could feel my eye lids tugging down as he brushed my hair down. This felt so good.

"I should probably go. You've got plans and all." I said reluctant

"Lay down. What do you want to watch?" He asks. I shrug snuggling up to him. He turns on some Johnny Depp movie. My eyes slowly close as he rocks me in his arms.

"Ashton, if you honestly have plans then you should just drive me home. My dad can take care of me from there." I said reluctant to my own words.

"Why can't you just lay here with me and watch young Johnny Depp, that's what regular couples do." He chuckled in my ear.

"Regular couples don't do that." I giggled at him.

"So I've seen you giggle and blush so far. Are those the only emotions you have. Humored, embarrassed and beyond pissed?" He asked taking my bowl and putting it on the floor.

"Those are the only emotions you ever bring out in me." I said shrugging. My phone started ringing and Ashton answered it.

"Hunter's phone." He said. I chuckled into his sleeve.

"Oh really? Well I'm sorry to say but she currently can't come to the phone right now. Why not? Because she has a super hot boyfriend who she's giving all her attention too." He said. I cocked my eyebrow and he covered the mouthpiece.

"That's another emotion." He said.

"Gimme the phone." I said grabbing it and looking at it.

"Hello?" I ask.

"I got an A minus." The voice says.

"Michael?" I ask.

"Nah, George Washington." He says.

"Shut up. Dude when I stop being sick we are totally playing Xbox and eating french fries all day." I promised.

"That only benefits you. But it's cool I didn't know you were sick." He says.

"Yeah, I didn't either but I've got a pretty awesome doctor who has put me on bed rest." I said smiling at Ashton.

"Are you referring to Ashton Irwin? As in the pain in every person's ass?" He asks.

"Yep. Look I'm probably gonna get kicked out soon so I've gotta go."

"Ok, I'll come by after school tomorrow and check you out. Maybe I'll bring some fries." He said. I smiled.

"Yes," I said. I hung the phone up and then I felt it being wiggled out of my hands.

"What's your password?" Ashton asks.

"It's 1919." I said stretching my head to look up at what he was doing.

"This is how we are going to figure out what kind of person you are. Ready?" He asked. I nodded. He scrolled through my apps.

"You don't have anything other than social medias and blogs and shit. Boring."

"Well good thing I'm not disconnected." I muttered.

"Your pictures are vague. No selfies. Whatsoever. This is weird. It's like you try not to exist even to yourself. Creepy"

That's the point. I don't have to know that I exist.

"I'm not really selfie material. I'm not really picture material either." I said.

"Who said that?" He asked taken aback. I didn't want to tell him the truth. Stephanie and Alyson had taken turns bashing on how I'd looked in school pictures and pictures in general.

"Uh, just some unimportant people." I shrugged it off.

"Who?" He asked again.

"It doesn't matter just drop it." I said looking down.

"Why do you always get so defensive when people try to help?" He asks.

"People don't help just because they are children of the Heavenly Father." I said rolling my eyes. He was about to say something and then a little boy rushed in and jumped around.

"Ashton! Ashton! Ashton!" He yelled happily smiling and ignoring my presence.

"Dude! What I say about knocking?" Ashton asked the boy. He stopped jumping and then his eyes locked with mine.

"Who's that?" He asked nodding at me. I smiled shyly at the boy. Why was I being shy? This boy probably doesn't know what a vagina even is!

"This is my girlfriend." He said rolling his eyes and scrolling through my phone.

"Every girl is your girlfriend. Who is she?" He asked more direct.

"I'm Hunter. Masters. Hunter Masters. The first."

"I got it." The boy said rolling his eyes.

"Harry! Ashton! I'm home! Where's your sister!?" I heard a woman ask.

"She's at her friend's house." Ashton said not as loud.

"Ashton I brought the cold medicine an- who is that?" The woman asked.

"Jesus." He said still scrolling through my phone.

"Ashton," she warned.

"This is my girlfriend. Step off it." He told her.

"Oh, well hello. I'm Ashton's mother and who are you?"

"Hunter Masters."

"Any relation to the great doctor Gale Masters?"

"That's my dad." I said smiling.

"Ahh. He's a great guy." She smiled.

"I like to think so." I said. Ashton's mom stared at him for awhile.

"Well it was nice to meet you. Would you like to stay for dinner?"

"I wouldn't want to over stay my invitation. I should get going anyways. Dad can only cool one meal."

"Where's your mom?"

Dead hopefully

"I'm not sure. She left me in the hospital when I was born and so I've never ever had a mom." I said shrugging. Ashton looked up from my phone and looked at me.

"Mom I'm staying at Hunter's for a while is that ok?" He asks sitting up. I tug my shoes on while she looks at me.

"Of course. But promise me you'll stay for dinner one night soon." She smiles.

"I promise." I said walking out of the room.

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When we got to my house it was empty. There was a letter from my dad saying he was trapped with work and wouldn't be home for the night but he'd see me in the morning. I wrote him a note saying that I was sick and if he saw Ashton not to freak.

"It's all clear." I said jokingly.

"Sorry about my mom and brother." He apologized.

"I like them they're cute." I smiled.

"My mom is just not used to me bringing girls home." He said.

"It's fine. At least she didn't think I was a bitch." I shrugged climbing the stairs to my room.

"Does everyone you know think you're a bitch?"

"I don't know many people." I shrugged. Walking into my room and being attacked by a small dog was not Ashton's plans.

"What the hell?!" He shouted.

"That's Lola." I smiled at her.

"She's a fucking nut job. Get it off of me. He demanded.

"Lola, go to sleep." I said pointing to her bed on the side of my room which was just blankets and pillows rolled up. She moved over there and laid down.

"Good baby. Go downstairs and pee then eat your dinner. No tv." I said strictly. Lola got up and trotted down the stairs.

"You know that's the most insane thing I've ever seen, right?" He asked laughing.

"She's well trained. When you stay home everyday you get rather bored." I said laughing.

"You should lay down. I don't know if the meds kicked in yet so I want you to take it easy." He said. I walked over to my bed and pulled out my phone.

"Did you listen to my playlist?" I asked pulling out earbuds.

"No, I skipped it." He said sitting on the bed. I hand him a headphone and turn on the music.

Battle Scars by Lupe Fiasco started.

'The wound heals but it never does.'

'That's 'cause you're at war with... Love'

We listened to the song silently and then let the second song ease on.

Roger Rabbit by Sleeping with Sirens

'Is there a right way for how this goes?'

'You got your friends and you got your foes.'

Silence again. We listened to the rest of the playlist and at the end of the last song I pulled out my ear bud and turned the music off. Ashton stared into space not at anything but at everything at the same time. I looked down and I saw Ashton's hand next to mine. I wrapped my fingers around his and did what I feared the most... I squeezed. Ashton looked down at me. I hadn't noticed how beautiful Ashton really was. He wasn't beautiful like Luke he was a different kind of beautiful. His eyes were hazel and green with the lightest specks of yellow. His hair wasn't blonde but it wasn't brown either it was like a mixture. His face structure itself was amazing. He was staring so intensely into my eyes that I found it hard to look away.

"You should go to sleep. I'll go to school and get your homework and I'll be back tomorrow afternoon." He said. His voice was soft and demanding. I had this strange urge to kiss him. It was strange because I'd never found any urges to kiss Luke. I'd simply just wanted his company but with Ashton it was different. I just wanted to have him in every possible way. He pressed his lips to my forehead and then stood up leaving.

Holy Shit.

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