Daddy's Girl—>C.H.

I live in fear. I live in a world where almost everything goes wrong almost every day. I don't have anyone to help me with my troubles. I don't have a mom or dad that I can tell anything to. I don't have that many friends but I'm just thankful that I have the ones I have. My name is Jade Amber Hood, daughter of the legendary bassist from 5 seconds of Summer. I don't mind being his daughter cause nobody knows that I even exist. My mom claims that she's told him but I highly doubt it but at the same time, I believe her and her stories. I don't have that good relationship with my mom not will I ever. I have some friends but not many. They slowly take away the fear that I'm living in. They try to help me with my troubles but it's hard for them cause none of them have a drug dealing mother and famous father that probably doesn't even know they exist. Jayden is one, Ronnie is another, Noah is the dealer and Owen is the stupid one. Jayden- short, long light ash brown hair, blue eyes, tan, acts like a goodie goodie but really she's the complete opposite, she's the best when it comes to parties Ronnie- she's average height, dyed red/purplish hair, light green eyes, little more than pale, she is bad, always has a bag of some type of drugs in her purse Noah- black hair, gray eyes, white, the drug dealer(that's all I'm gonna say about him) Owen- dark brown/almost black hair, dark eyes, really sweet guy but he can get crazy when he doesn't get his way, was in love with me before...try imagining what he did. (I'll give you a hint: he likes to carry his gun, and his favorite past-time is sharpening a knife) Me-I had black wavy hair until I dyed it, now it's barely black because of the ombre I got, I've got my dad's nose, I'm a goodie goodie gone bad pretty much. I like video games, food, sleeping, being with my friends. I'm like every other teenage girl. Alright, enough about me.....

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11. Chapter 9

Today is the day. No turning back now. I pace back and forth in my room. Should I go? Should I stay home? What would happen if I go? So many thoughts circle around in my brain. A series of knocks interrupts my train of thought.

"Come in." I sit down on my bed.

"Hey, you ready to go?" Calum leans against the door frame.

"As ready as I'll ever be." He smirks.

"Come on, all the guys are already in the car." We walk downstairs and into the car. We start driving. I lean against the door and I look up at the sky, just thinking about everything....Calum....my mom.....life.....everything. We stop at a church parking lot. Never thought I would be here. I get out the car and slam the door hard. I guess Calum noticed cause he immediately came over to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

"It's gonna be okay." He whispers in my ear. I nod. We all walk to something you would see in a movie. The casket was hanging over a grave and a priest was there. Ronnie, Noah, Owen and Jayden all came. Jayden had a special spot next to me since she's the closest thing to a best friend that I've got. She sits down and grabs my hand. The priest starts to begin the ceremony.

"Hey." She whispers.

"Hey."

"How are you feeling."

"Finally after all those weeks, my ankle has fully healed." She smiles.

"That's good. Ya know, Noah wouldn't of came if I hadn't of told him to...and you know how I am."

"Tough as nails."

"Tough as nails." I squeeze her hand.

"Wait why wouldn't he come?"

"Cause of what you said that day at the hospital."

"But that was weeks ago."

"You know how he is with you though. Your still the love of his life....even though he says no to you, you still are."

"He knows how I feel about him. He needs to let go."

"He can't...how could he?"

"He could let go of me by finding a new girl. Someone prettier." She strokes my hand with her thumb.

"I don't blame him for liking you though. Your beautiful, funny, a caring and sweet person to be around. Plus, your like me...."

"Tough as nails." We say it in unison.

My moms casket slowly sinks into the hole and a couple of men with shovels come to dig her away. Jayden, Michael, Ashton, Luke, Calum and I stay while everyone else leaves.

The men finally finish and leave. Everyone stands there in silence. Slowly, one by one, Ashton, Luke and Michael start to leave. Calum and Jayden stay with me.

"Hey Calum. Is it okay with Jayden stays the night. I need a friend, especially after today."

"Yeah, whatever you want." He hugs me and kisses me on the forehead.

"You ready to go." Jayden stands in front of me and Calum.

"You two go ahead. I'm gonna stay here for a little longer." They nod and start to walk off. I watch them leave until I can barely see them. I turn and look at my moms headstone.

"Hey. It's me." The wind blows in my face. I sit down in front of the headstone.

"If you didn't know already, I'm living with dad. And let me tell you." I giggle." It's not as easy as it looks." I sigh.

"But can I ask you something? Why? Why lie to me about him? Why do all those things for me not to see him? It never ended....the lies. All those lies and I was stupid enough to believe you. He's a great guy and better father than you ver were a mother." I stand up and run the grass off the back of my dress. I look down at the headstone one last time. It has writing on it next to a picture of my mother. The one that really made me upset and mad was the last one....

A great mother and friend

"Pssh...yeah right."

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