I was waking up hearing screams and smelling something burning. In a second I ran fast downstairs and saw Harry slnost burn from the fire as I ran through it and push him as I turn it down with water and then a gasp left my mouth as he came to me angry.
"Do not bullshit with-" He walked past me brought some medical aid.
"Don't you ever do that again." He spat putting some alochol on my cheek as I screamed.
"Shit I will heal." I argue back and I get away trying to run but he grabbed my arm as he forced me to look at him.
"I know you'll do but I want us to be normal." He said as I laughed.
"I will never be normal because I'm a mon-" He shut my mouth.
"If you say one more time monster I will take right here and right now." He said close to my face I could feelmhis breathing going erratic in just seconds as the veins appeared and I turned around embarrassed of my already turned on face.
"Perrie...." I breathed in and out. in and out si I turned around.
"I will be fine I will always-"
"Be fine.... I know but I want to be there for you too." He cupped my face as he stroke my cheek very slowly analizing it and I closed my eyes.
"Do you feel that?"I could feel my heartbeating fast.
"That is your emotion are highneting...they are the double feels than humans..." In a desperate move I united our lips in a fight of tongues. He stroke my neck as he pull my legs around his waist and forced me against the wall imprisoning both my arms up my head as he sucked on my neck and a loud moan left my mouth.
"Harry please fuck me...." I moaned again.
"Slow baby we are gonna do it slow this time. I wanna feel, touch and taste every single part of your body..."He took my shirt off and caught one of my nipples in his mouth as the pleasure was killing me inside and down.
When everything was perfect that is where I was like reliving everything again. The tears were all over my cheeks as a sobbed left my mouth and I closed my eyes when Harry looked up.
"When will it stop haunting you?" He stroke my cheek as he kissed my tears away and touched the veins of anger away my eyes.
" I wanna kill him and tear every single part of his body away. I want to make him feel how I feel." I could feel my stomach burning with anger.
"You need to control it..." He tried to persuade me.
"You told me to focus on something so I focused on anger and all I feel is anger towards him and towards myself for being such an idiot for letting him to-" I broke down in tears as I ran to the bathroom and closed the door locking it.
I let the bathtube be full and I pour vervain in it.
"What the fuck are you doing Perrie! I can smell vervain don't you fucking-"I entered one foot and then all my body I could feel burning inside out as I was about to faint I heard Harry breaking down the door and push me out.
"You should have l-let me...die..." I tried to whisper.
"I told you I will always protect you... you can't keep trying to kill yourself!" I smiled at him as I stroke his cheek.
"I don't know what you see in me but whatever it is don't let it fade away..."
"I love you because you were the light thst found me when I was missing in darkness..." He said kissing my lips he bit his wrist and let me feed until I was alright and carried me to bed.
"Sleep with me...." He smiled and lied down keeping close to his body.
"Perrie you have me enchanted...and I am also afraid to not be capable of keeping my promise..." Thta is the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.