I was feeling lifeless like the light never came to save me from my darkness. I could only feel the darkness taking every power in my body. That is when I felt two bones breaking like if they were sticks. A growled escaped my mouth and screams with hurtful tears were dancing on my cheeks. I kept vomiting blood. My breathe was taken and I was gasping for it. I looked at a broken Harry looking guilty at me.
"This is my fault!" Harry screamed in frustration and ran to me but I stepped back.
"I'll--I'll hu-hurt you!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and a cry left my mouth this was killing me when a bone broke my stomach was up and then I fell hard on the floor.
"No! baby stay with me...please stay!" I heard him screamed.
"Thank you for everything..."
"I did this and you can't" I smiled weakly at him.
"I'll be fine I'll always be fine..." All black out.
It felt like years passed by but were only 2 months. They had hope I would wake up soon but I couldn't I felt like I was dead. They were taking care of me.
"When will she?" Harry said sobbing.
"She'll do just have patience..." I heard his dad.
"What if-" Oh baby...
"Listen to her heartbeating she is still strong enough to keep fighting just believe in her. She can feel your sadness and that'll make her wake up."
6 months later.
"I can't take care of her anymore..." He leaving me.
"No, I won't look at her this is killing me slowly and I can't live like this. I'm leaving. I wish I never met her." He slammed a door and I wanted to cry but I couldn't I felt his father's hand on mine and I grabbed it.
"Harry!" But there was no response.
He left me. He gave up on me when he promised me to take care of me. He said he loved me.
1 year later.
"Chris?" I coughed.
"Oh my God...finally" He gave me a cup of water.
"How long I was unconcious?" I asked worried.
"A whole year..." I smiled at him.
"Where is Harry?" I asked having hope.
"I'm sorry Perrie he left but he told me to give this." He gave me a letter.
I was alone in all this hybrid turning. He left me and just wrote some shit like this would help me.
I wish I could tell you in person but for the circumstances I can't. I want you to start a new life to be happy. I can't be with a monster like you. The first time we had sex it was just fun. I never loved you. To be more clear I hate you not just for being a vampire more for being a weak stupid little girl. You gave your virginity to me and think what I didn't care. If you track me down I swear I will not blink in killing you. Stay away from any werewolves more if they are from my pack.
I neve was yours,
l screamed in anger as I ran fast breaking things. I broke a table and I was prepared to stake myself. I fell down on my knews sobbing. Little screams left my mouth. All my eyes were covered in blood. More anger was growing inside me as I tried to wash away his touch from my flesh. I wrapped my arms around myself. Crying to sleep. I could feel someone watching me but I ignored it. I felt two arms lifting me up and putting me on bed. When I opened my eyes I saw noone in the room maybe it was just my imagination playing me a trick to fall a part.
Maybe he was never the light.
Maybe he was the fire that burned me down.