4. The Funeral
It's been two weeks since Kylie died and today was her funeral. I tried to put myself together, but it was hard. Ashton has been helping me through these past few weeks and out relationship has gotten stronger. I finish getting ready and walk out the door to see Ashton waiting for me. I run too him, almost tackling him too the ground. Your going to be fine he tells me. He pulls me in for a kiss and we leave hand in hand. We get to the cemetery and go to the spot where she will be buried. We wait a little bit until the pastor comes to speak. They have the casket open and I see her face. He little lips and bald head. How could Iive without seeing that face everyday. One by one my family goes and so do the boys. I'm last and everyone leaves so I can have some private time. I kneel down next to the casket and grab her hand. It's the last time I can. Kylie I love you so much. I miss you everyday. I can't go 30 seconds without thinking about you. Do you like heaven? I get up and kiss her in the forehead. How am I supposed to live without you. I sing her you are my sunshine. I slip her teddy bear under her arm. I let go of her hand and get up to go say my speech.
Kylie was everything to me. She was my sunshine. She lit up my day, she could make me smile even when I was crying. I don't know how I'm going to live without her smile and laugh. But I would like to thank, Luke, Michael, Calum, and Ashton. You guys gave her some of the best memories she's ever had. She loved every single one of you. I'm going to miss you Kylie. Everyday. I'm going to live my life in the image of you. I love you Kylie, more than you ever know. I break down and almost fall off the little stage. Ashton grabs me and calms me down. My parents go and so do the boys. We walk back to her casket and they shut it. They lower her in the ground and we all throw some dirt in the grave. I start breaking down again and Ashton brings me back to his car. Logan, look at me. You need to calm down. I can't Ashton I can't I say. He sings to me you are my sunshine and I fall asleep in his arms.