The plane was filled with people.
I looked behind me and smiled at Cameron.
I sat down at my seat and prayed for that my sidemate wouldnt be some creep.
I closed my eyes and imagined how an old fat guy would sit next to me sneezing all the time.
God i didnt hope that was how it was gonna be.
I heard someone sit down next to me, and it felt like the person was starring at me.
I opened my eyes and looked beside me.
I smiled and looked weird at him.
"You're my sidemate?"
"Yes, im sorry its so dissapointing"
I giggled and took hold of his hand.
"No no no no Its not dissapointing me, really. Im glad its you"
He smiled and looked towards Nash and the other guys.
After a few mintues.
Cameron looked back at me and smiled.
"So can i tell you a story?"
"Yay, i love stories"
He sat up straight and looked seriously at me.
"Once apon a time, was a beautiful young girl, who never blamed anyone for anything and just lived her life togehter with her friends. She had a best friend, and he ment the world to her, but the guy fell inlove with her and kissed her.But the girl didnt seem to let the kiss mean anything so he just forgot about it and got a girlfriend.The girl slowly started to get feelings for her best friend, but she couldnt tell him because he had a girlfriend"
I looked at him with my mouth open.
"Then one day, she saw him having sex with his girlfriend and then she broke. She started acting weird around her best friend and made him feel like she hated him. Then one day she couldnt take it anymore and told him how she felt. Good for her, the guy felt the same way, so they had sex. Which ment that the guy took his best friend's virginity, but he still had that girlfriend."
I kept looking at him.
"What? That girl is that?! I would never do as she did. A guy with a girlfriend is a nogo. Woaw she is a bitch"
He smiled and looked down.
I punshed his shoulder.
He looked up at me.
"The guy broke up with his girlfriend, and got together with his best friend and then everything was perfect for a while"
I looked weird at him again.
"For a while?"
He licked his lip and continued.
"Soon the girl's mom wanted her to move with her to a place hours away, and that broke both the girl and the boy's hearts. When they had to break up and not get to see each other anymore"
i held tight around Camerons hand and smiled.
"Aw thats awfull"
"After 6 months, the girl broke. She had to go back for him. So she went to the city she used to live in to surprise him. but by the time she got there, the guy had already started seeing someone new and the girl found out when she saw them fulling around in his room. She was heartbroken. The guy saw her and ran after her. He kept fighting for her to understand that he wasnt inlove with his girl, but her. She didnt believe him and shot him out completely, until he saw her at a cafeshop one day and ran after her to make her forgive him. But everything got messed up. The girl wasnt carefull and got run over. The guy tried as hard as he could to make her wake up but she wouldnt. There was blood everywhere and he felt like it was all his fault. He slept at the hospital until the day she finally woke up again, but by the time she had woken up. She had forgotten everything that had happened between the two of them and just saw him as her best friend again. But the boy was still so crazy inlove with her but he had to keep it to himself"
I starred at Cameron.
He looked at me.
"What do you mean?"
I looked down.
"It just stoppes there?"
"Yes, cus she didnt remember everything they had been through"
I let my head fell in his shoulder.
"If i was that boy, i would have told her the truth. Told her everything that had happened"
I looked up at Cameron.
He looked into the air.
"Yeah, if i was that boy. I would have told her too"
She didnt seem to see that the story was about us.
She actually wanted me to tell her about all that had happened?
I thought that this was god giving me a second chance to change everything.
Or i was hoping that was the meaning of all this.
She fell asleep on my shoulder.
She looked so cute when she was sleeping.
I moved her hair away from her face and smiled as she was catching her breath.
I took my phone out of my right pocket and unlocked it.
I opened up the camera and took a selfie of Ava sleeping on my shoulder.
I just couldnt help it.
She was so beautiful.
I opened up my photoalbum and scrolled down.
I had an album with the title "AVA&ME"
I clicked on it, and suddently all the memories popped up again.
There were pictures of us kissing.
Her sleeping in my arms after our amazing sex.
I couldnt stop smiling.
I thought about how bad of a person i was, for not telling her the truth about what happend between us, but i was afraid of loosing her again.
I didnt want it to be like the last time.
I wanted this time to be the one she actually was gonna remember.
and god i hoped that this time was gonna be different.
i promisted myself that i wouldnt hurt her. ever again.