"Where is Ava?"
I looked at Nash, Matthew and Carter shocking looked up at me from their beds in our hotelroom.
Nash looked at the other guys, and got up.
He walked towards me, and put his right hand on my left shoulder, as he took a deep breath and looked up at me.
"She went home"
I looked weird at him.
"What do you mean, she went home?"
I pushed his hand off my shoulder and walked a step back.
"She went back to LA, she couldnt handle it"
I shoke my head.
"Yo, dude. What the heck did you do to her?"
I looked at Matt.
"I kissed her"
Carter looked at Matt and then back at me.
"Cam, you know you cant just do that, She dont remember that part of her life anymore"
I ran my hands through my hair and sat down on my bed.
"I know, how could i be so stupid? I knew i couldnt kiss her, i just got caught in the moment"
Nash walked towards me.
"The next plane to LA, is leaving in 2 hours"
I looked up at him.
"But, we've only been here for 3 days"
Nash looked at the other guys and smiled.
"Its okay, lets get you home to your girl. and this time you better tell her the truth!"
I smiled and nodded.
"I will, i will tell her everything. and how much i love her"
Carter got up and smiled.
"That's the spirit bro!"
We all started packing, and soon we were heading to the airport.
I couldnt believe that the guys would acutally do this for me.
I loved these guys.
Well not in the gay way or anything, but yeah.
We got our tickets and ran towards our gate.
We were pretty late, and had to be fast.
I dont think i'd ever been running so fast.
We finally got to the gate, and got on the flight.
I could finally relax and try to find the right way to tell Ava everything.
I just hoped she would understand and dont think i was lying.
I was laying in bed, and scrolling through facebook on my phone.
It was late, and i was really tired so at some point i just suddently fell asleep.
I started dreaming.
It was a late night, and i think i was at a party and somehow i ended up in a bedroom with some asshole who was trying to make me have sex with him.
I cried and without thinking i called Cameron.
thats the only thing i remember saying.
and suddnetly Cameron stood in the door.
He punshed the guy in the face and took me with him to his car.
We got back to his place, and he took care of me.
before i knew it, we were cuddling in his bed.
i looked into his eyes, and suddently our lips were pressed against each other.
i woke up.
in a shock.
and just suddently like that.
Everything came back to me.
The kiss i was dreaming about.
How me and Cameron was together.
Loosing my virginity to him,
Falling deeper inlove than i'd ever been before.
how i moved away and said goodbye to him.
I even remembered the tears.
I remembered how i went back to LA to see him and saw him with some other girl.
I remember how i felt my heart break.
and how i got in a car accident.
i remembered everything.
Every single day i was with him.
Every single second i wasnt.
The story he told me on the plane.
it was about us.
I knew that now.
how could i have been so stupid and not noticed that?
I had to go back to London and find Cameron!
I had to see him!
He had to know that i still loved him!
I was so crazy inlove with him!
i knew that now!
I had to get him back!