"Don't do this!" he cried as I left him standing there with the ring in his hand.
"As soon as you can live this life I need to live, come find me. It won't be hard at that point. My Lord will lead you to me, Logan. Goodbye." I said with determination and finality.
That final day was ten years ago, I was young and stupid for getting involved with him in the first place. A girl only nineteen with an immortal man sounded pedophilic when I thought about it now.
But, on that day I said goodbye to my fiancé as I walked out of that coffee shoppe. I was a mess that day. His non-Christian ways were hurting me too much.
He never pressured me for anything physical, but I had caught him too many times getting it from elsewhere and I was sick of it.
He never truly stayed longer than three days in the same town at a time and he was worse than a sailor with the amount of cussing he did as if it were a religion.
And I couldn't stay in the unhealthy relationship any longer. It was killing me emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I had to cut him out of my life; the life was being sucked out of me by being with him and I know that in order for me to remain a Christian and in the Kingdom, I had to do this.
Ten years ago today, I had left him standing in StarkBucks with tears falling silently down my face. And now he was in my office at Stark Industries.