Here was where tears started
Silence surrounded the room
Today I've started to have some pains in my stomach and I have decided to start saying good bye to friends and family because I'm pretty sure I have only weeks left. Now until I die I will teach Louis and Ellie to be a couple. Now I know it will be weird with niall being in Ellie's life as well but Harry Jr and Charlotte need a lot of support. Now niall you will sleep with ellie in her bedroom me and Louis in the double guest bedroom and the kids in the baby room. Ellie tommorow were going shopping for room stuff for the kids okay, niall louis you can ERM baby sit_me
Yep_they all replied
Night_all of them
I was laid in beds listening to them 3 talking about me tears rolled down my checks because they were talking about the future including my funeral and how to keep harry away from the kids! I couldn't stop thinking negative about him. I just don't see anything positive about our relationship!
When Louis came up he was shaking like mad.
What's wrong do you need to see a doctor_Megan
No no I'm fine just get some sleep a big day tommorow_Louis
Okay wake me if you need me_Megan
Better go and get the kids_Megan
No no Ellie and Niall have got them downstairs to give us a bit of time to ourselves you know just for a while_Louis
Louis I'm not gonna be passionate first thing in the morning okay_Megan
Yeah well ERM_Louis
Get dressed and we'll talk downstairs_Megan
As I reached the bottom of the stairs I gazed at niall and ellie feeding Charlotte and harry they were so happy with each other. How ever could 3 of them do this without support?!
Hey are you ready to go out shopping yet_ellie
Yeah I'll have a Starbucks for my breakfast let's go_Megan
Ellie grabbed her bag and shoved Charlotte into Niall's arms as we walked out the door to go shopping!