True Love

"I'm proud of you man" he smiled. I looked at him my vision blurry, "why?" "You have a perfect family.. You know who you're gonna spend the rest of your life with.. You've created a perfect family.. Your story is amazing.. The perfect family argues... The perfect family has some cuts.. But they stay together no matter what.." he smiled.

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8. "Please open the door Ciara"

*Justin's POV*

"I'm so stupid... Why did I even do this? I shouldn't have done it back then.. Why didn't I tell her.. I'm such a bad husband.. I love her.. Stupid stupid stupid Justin!! Stupid Justin" I sobbed to myself feeling disappointed. I was so disappointed in myself. "You're not stupid daddy! And why are you crying?" I heard Zoe's voice. I looked up from the floor to find her stand there with my pillow, which just made me even more sad. "Come here princess" I sniffled and took my arms out. She put the pillow beside me and I lifted her up on my lap. "My little girl" I sniffled stroking her cheek. "Why are you crying daddy?" she asked worried. "Your mommy and I just disagree nothing else princess" a tear fell down my cheek. "Don't lie to me daddy" she said sternly. I chuckled, "um.. How do I put this... I just did something stupid.. So mommy got mad and now I regret what I've done.. And I wish I could take it back.." "Nobody is perfect.. Everybody makes mistakes" she smiled. "Thank you princess" I said and pulled her into a big bear hug as I began crying again. "Mommy is crying too what did you do?" she mumbled into my chest. "Um... Don't worry princess..." I smiled with tears in my eyes, slowly pulling away. "Okay.. I've never seen you cry before daddy" she said. I smiled, "grownups don't cry so much princess.. I was crying when you were born and when I married your mom.. I cried because the two of you looked so beautiful.. You were the most beautiful baby in the entire world.. And your mom was the most beautiful bride in the entire world.. And now both of you are even more beautiful." She giggled, "then you must've done something really stupid.." I looked down, "I did.. But don't worry princess.. It'll be alright again.." "You won't get a divorce?" "We won't princess" I said not quite believing it myself. "You usually say I promise after that.." she said sounding hurt. "I-I can't lie to you Zoe... But I'll do everything I can to convince your mom that it's a bad idea.. I love your mom.." I stroked her arm. She looked at me with tears in her eyes, "so you're getting divorced?" I shook my head, "no we're not princess.. I just have to talk to your mom.. But she won't talk to me..." She looked into my eyes. "Now go to bed princess.. And tell your mom that I love her with all my heart" I kissed her forehead. She nodded and got down. "Goodnight princess sleep tight" I smiled.

*Ciara's POV*

When Zoe got back she jumped up in the bed and looked at me. "What's wrong princess?" I asked and sat up. "Daddy is crying his eyes out and he told me that he did something really bad and that he regret it.. And that he would take it back if he could.. And when I came into the living room he said to himself that he is stupid and that he is such a bad husband... Then I told him that nobody is perfect and that everybody makes mistakes.. He told how that you were the most beautiful bride in the entire world.. He told me all of that and that he cried when you got married and when I was born.. And then he told me to tell you that he loves you with all his heart" she said. She was god damn good at talking for a 3 year old. It was unbelievable. And it breaks my heart to hear her say this. A tear fell down my cheek, "he did something really bad.. He isn't a bad husband at all.. And you're a clever little girl princess... I cried too.. And he was the most beautiful groom in the entire world.. I love him with all my heart too... But this time he really screwed up.." "How that?" she asked. "Um.. Let's see.. Um how do I put this right.. He did something something which he really shouldn't have done... But it's a long time ago.. Before you were born and we even knew each other... So don't worry... He just didn't tell until me now and that's what hurts me the most.." I said as a tear fell down my cheek.

*Justin's POV*

I cried all the way to work and when I opened the doors I saw my boss. I quickly looked away. "Hey Justin... I see that you didn't make up.. Have you been crying?" he said. I shook my head, "no um I'm fine... We just have some small problems..." "Go home Justin.. I know you have been crying.. You have to make up.. You have to work out things... And it's Saturday Justin.. Just go home.. It's okay you will get your pay anyway... See ya tomorrow okay" he smiled. "Really?" I looked up. "Yeah" he nodded. "Thank you so much" I hugged him then ran out to my car and drove to my mom's place. --- "Hi mom" I said and hugged her. "Hey sweetie what's up?" she asked and let me in. I closed the door and began crying, "mom I did some serious shit... I hooked up with her best friend at a party in high school... It's long time ago... Ciara and I haven't even met.. But I hooked up with her.. And um it was Ryan's flirt and Ciara's best friend... I just told her yesterday because she said that she should call her and ask if she wanted to go out on a date with Ryan and I said no.. But she isn't stupid so... And now she is so angry and mad.. I cried all night and morning.. My boss told me to go home because I had been crying.. He knew that something was wrong... She hates me mom... And Zoe asked if we are getting a divorce.. That just broke my heart because I know that I can't promise her anything right now.. Then I told her about the wedding and how I cried when she was born.. Then she said that nobody is perfect and everybody makes mistakes... I don't know what to do mom... I'm so stupid and such a bad husband.." "Oh sweetie.. Come here" she said and pulled me into a hug. She was so small. It was difficult hugging her. "She doesn't hate you Justin I promise you... And she doesn't wanna get a divorce.. She loves you Justin... She just told me how grateful she is to have you.. But Justin why didn't you tell her? And you aren't a bad husband and you aren't stupid.. Maybe a little bit but... But she doesn't hate you at all" my mom said stroking my back. "But she said that she is disappointed in me.." I sobbed, "I don't wanna lose her mom.." "You won't... And she will be disappointed... But she will get over it Justin.. Don't worry.. I can take care of Zoe if you want to talk..." my mom said as we pulled away. "Thank you mom.. But we just had a fight about how she doesn't want any help.. She thinks getting help makes you weak.. And we shouted at each other... I'm so sorry for what I did I can't describe it... Zoe saw me cry last night and she probably saw Ciara also... She asked why and then I said that I did something very bad.." "I insist... I'll take care of her.. I want to do it.. It's Saturday.. Go and surprise her.." she smiled stroking my cheek. "I love you mom" I smiled. "I love you too sweetie now go" she said smiling. --- I knocked on the door to our apartment. I forgot the keys again. "Ciara please let me in.." I begged. The door got unlocked and opened, "why are you off so early?" "Because my boss told me to.. He could see that I had been crying.." "Oh because I called you at work.. Your boss told me that you got off at 6.02am and it's 8am... Where have you been Justin... Hooking up with an other girl or?" she shouted. "I was at my mom's place.. I'm broken so I had to talk to her.. And why do you say something like that? I would never cheat on you... Ciara I love you... My mom will take care of Zoe so we can talk.. She will be here in 2 hours.." I said as I tear made its way down my cheek. "Okay but there is nothing to talk about" she said closed the door. "Ciara please let me in... It's my apartment too.. I love you.. I know what I did was stupid.." I cried out. And sat down against the wall. ---- "Justin what are you doing here?" my mom asked. "She won't let me in" I sobbed. My mom knocked on the door, "it's me Pattie.." "Hi Pattie" I heard Ciara's wonderful voice say. "I'm here to pick up Zoe" my mom smiled and walked inside. The door got locked again. Then after a while the door opened again and out came Pattie and my beautiful daughter. "Daddy what are you doing here?" Zoe exclaimed and ran over to me. "Your mom won't let me in" I smiled. "She is stupid" she smiled and pecked my cheek. "Have fun princess I love you" I said and then she was gone with my mom. I knocked on the door again and again and again, "please open the door Ciara.. Let's talk about it.. I never meant to hurt you.. I love you with all my heart... You're the love of my life.. I remember when you came walking toward me the first time we met.. How your beautiful wavy dark hair fell down your shoulders.. How your white teeth came to sight when you said hi.. Your sweet pink summer dress with white dots on.. Your white vans... A beautiful gold ring with a heart on.. You had a little scar on your arm.... And you had some pink lipgloss on.. A thin line of eyeliner and some bronze and light eyeshadow.. You had just been in Mexico so you were tan.. And your beautiful blue eyes sparkled like diamonds. You were perfect and you still are.." "As long as you love me [3x]

We're under pressure,

Seven billion people in the world trying to fit in

Keep it together,

Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning (frowning)

But hey now (hey now), you know, girl (know girl),

We both know it's a cruel world

But I will take my chances

As long as you love me

We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke

As long as you love me

I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

I'll be your soldier,

Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl

I'll be your Hova

You could be my Destiny's Child on the scene girl

So don't stress (don't stress), don't cry (don't cry), we don't need no wings to fly

Just take my hand

As long as you love me

We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke

As long as you love me

I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (love me)

I don't know if this makes sense, but you're my hallelujah

Give me a time and place, and I'll rendezvous it,I'll fly you to it,

I'll beat you there

Girl you know I got you

Us, trust...

A couple of things I can't spell without 'U'

Now we are on top of the world, 'cause that's just how we do (do it)

Used to tell me, "Sky's the limit", now the sky's our point of view (view)

Man now we stepping out like, "Whoa" (Oh God)

Cameras point and shoot (shoot)

Ask me what's my best side, I stand back and point at you

You, you the one that I argue with, I feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with,

But the grass ain't always greener on the other side,

It's green where you water it

So I know we got issues baby true, true, true,

But I'd rather work on this with you

Than to go ahead and start with someone new

As long as you love me

As long as you love me (love me yeah yeah yeah)

We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke

As long as you love me

I'll be your platinum (platinum), I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love me (I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold)

As long as you lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love

As long as you love, love, love, love me

As long as you love me (that's all I want baby)

As long as you love, love, love, love me

As long as you love, love, love, love me (please don't go)

As long as you love me

As long as you love me" I sang slowly while crying a bit. I didn't rap this time. I just sang the rap. When I was about to walk away the door opened and I turned around. "That was beautiful Justin.. And I can't believe that you remember how I looked, even the small details that I forgot I had.." Ciara exclaimed happily as a year fell down her cheek. "Of cause it was one of the best days in my life... You were so beautiful and you only get more beautiful every time I look at you" I smiled. She ran into my arms. "I'm sorry angel" I mumbled. "It's okay I guess" she smiled when we pulled away. "I'm an asshole I know but please don't stay mad at me" I looked into her eyes. "I'm still mad but I'll get over it" she smiled. I pulled her closer to me and rested my forehead on hers, "I love you forever and always.." "Love you forever and always too" she smiled. Then I leaned in and our lips met in a passionate kiss full of love. I pushed her up against the wall not breaking the kiss. Then I heard someone clear their throat, "um.." It was Miss. Blue. An old angry woman. Her husband died 2 years ago. And she has been angry ever since. "Hi miss" I turned around. "So I heard your song.. And I thought that I should say that it was beautiful.. That I'm glad that the two of you made up.. I hate to hear you argue.. You have to enjoy it while the other one is still there because someday they're gone.. Don't waste your time with arguing.. And it must be hard for your daughter too.." she smiled. "Thank you miss" I said grateful, "I'm home all week so maybe you can come and eat with us.." She nodded, "it would be nice thanks.." "Great then see ya" I said and turned around. "Get inside.." she smiled. I chuckled and grabbed Ciara's hand, "c'mon baby.."

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