True Love

"I'm proud of you man" he smiled. I looked at him my vision blurry, "why?" "You have a perfect family.. You know who you're gonna spend the rest of your life with.. You've created a perfect family.. Your story is amazing.. The perfect family argues... The perfect family has some cuts.. But they stay together no matter what.." he smiled.

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7. "I'm disappointed in you"

*Ciara's POV*

It was so wonderful the fact that Justin got to stay home all day long tomorrow was unbelievable. "I can't believe you're staying home tomorrow.. You haven't done that since we lived on the streets and since you know.." I exclaimed, "and sorry for shouting at you.." "I'm so happy about it... It's like a dream... And it's okay.. Sorry for shouting at you too... I guess that's how it is to be married and have a child.." he said and pecked my cheek. I shrugged, "probably..." "Come here beautiful" he sat down on the couch. I sat down next to him. He laid down, "come and lay here with me.." I smiled, "I'd love to." I laid down in front of him, facing the tv. He put his arms around me protectively, making me smile. "Her lips her lips.. I could kiss them all day if she'd let me... Her laugh her laugh.. She hates but I think it's so sexy....... She's so beautiful.... And I tell her everyday... You know you know you know.... I'd never ask you to change.. If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same... So don't ever bother asking if you look okay.... you know I'll say..." he sang quietly and slowly, "when I see your face... There's not a thing that I would change... Cause you're amazing... Just the way you are... And when you smile... The whole world stops and stares for a while... Cause girl you're amazing.... Just the way you are...." I smiled, "thank you Jus... I don't what to say besides that you too.." "Thank you my perfect angel" he mumbled, "I love you.." "Love you too" I said. Suddenly I heard a snoring. He must've been tired of all that work. I closed my eyes and fell asleep as well. ---- "Mommy I'm hungry" I heard Zoe's voice exclaim. My eyes quickly shut open. I realized I wasn't in my bed and we've been sleeping on the couch all night long. "Hey Zoe.. Daddy is asleep so please stay quiet... I'll make some food" I said quietly. I removed Justin's strong arms from my waist and got up. "What is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes. "Don't know but I'm hungry" Zoe exclaimed. "7am... Oh god.. Wait here Zoe I'll make some food in a bit..." I said and walked back to Justin, "Justin baby... You have to go to bed now." "2 minutes more" he mumbled and turned around. I grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the couch. "Okay easy" he exclaimed annoyed. "You can go to sleep again.. In our room sweetie... Zoe's awake and I don't want her to wake you up... So now go to bed" I smiled and pecked his lips. He got up and took a hand through his hair, "morning angel.. I'll just go to bed again.." He dragged himself to the kitchen. "Hey daddy" Zoe exclaimed happily. "Hey princess" Justin mumbled as he continued his way to our bedroom. "God he must be tired" I said and made my way to the kitchen. ---- "I'll go and wake up daddy" Zoe exclaimed and ran to our bedroom. It was 11am and he still was sleep. Then after some time Zoe came back with Justin who was smiling, "hey angel.." "You were tired" I smiled, "and hey.." He nodded, "yeah... I'll just make some breakfast.." "Okay... So are we going on a picnic today or?" I asked smiling. "If you want to then yeah" he smiled. "Okay I'll pack some stuff then.. Zoe do you wanna help me?" I smiled at her. "Okay but daddy has to make the food" she giggled. "I will make some food when I'm done eating princess" Justin smiled. "Okay sweetie would you please find a bucket" I smiled at Zoe. She ran away nodding. "I'm so glad that you're home.. Zoe loves it" I exclaimed and walked over to him. "Me too beautiful" he pecked my lips wrapping an arm around my waist, "I get to spend the whole day with my girls.." "Yep" I pecked his lips again. "I love you" he pecked my forehead. "Love you too" I smiled and looked into his eyes. Zoe came running into the kitchen with a bucket, "I found a bucket.." "Great then if you please could put it on the table.. I'll get a blanket" I smiled at her and got out of Justin's grip. I grabbed a blanket and put it in the bucket. ---- "I'm done cooking now" Justin smiled and put it in the bucket. I found something to drink and put it in the bucket, "now clothes, hair and teeth.." Justin smiled and pecked my cheek, "you look beautiful today" "You too sweetie" I smiled, pecked his lips and grabbed Zoe's hand, "c'mon princess.. We will find some clothes for you.." ---- Justin sighed in relief as he sat down on the blanket enjoying the lovely summer sun, "I haven't been outside like this in a year or something.." "It's wonderful right?" I smiled sitting down. He slowly nodded. "Daddy... Do you wanna play with me?" Zoe exclaimed. "Of cause princess.. I'll be there in a second" he smiled, then turned to me, "is it okay angel?" I looked confused at him chuckling, "of cause..." He pecked my lips, "love you." Then he got up and walked over to Zoe. My beautiful husband. "You're Justin's girlfriend right?" I heard a voice behind me. I jumped, "fuck.." It sounded familiar. I turned around standing up and saw a man with light brown hair and blue eyes. "Sorry if I scared you.." he smiled. "It's okay" I smiled still trying to figure out where I had seen him before. "I'm Ryan.. I was Justin's best friend back in high school.." he smile and shook my hand. "Then I have seen you before" I exclaimed pointing at him. He chuckled, "yeah.. Well long time no see huh?" I smiled, "yeah.. How are you?" He has been helping Justin through a lot. He was so supporting. He helped me to understand Justin too. He was the one who introduced us. "I'm good.. And you?" he smiled. "Couldn't be better" I said nodding toward Justin and Zoe. "Is that your child?" he asked. I nodded, "yeah.." "What's her name and how old is she?" he smiled. "Zoe and she is 3 soon 4.." I smiled happily. "Well then you got pregnant right after high school then?" "Yep" I smiled, "and thank you for helping us back then.. I never got to say thank you.. If you haven't introduced us we wouldn't be here.." "You're welcome.. I was right" he smiled. I looked confused at him, "about what?" "I made a bet with your best friend about that the two of you would get married and have a child" he chuckled. "Well you were right" I giggled. "Are you happy then?" "We are.. He got off work today.. So" I smiled. "I've heard he is working a lot" he said. I nodded looking down, "he is.." "Well-" "Hi angel.." I felt a kiss on my cheek, "who is-Ryan!" Justin was quick to pull Ryan into a big hug. "Hi Justin" Ryan chuckled. "Mommy" I heard Zoe's voice. "Hi sweetie" I turned around smiling. "Do you wanna go swinging with me" she asked smiling. I nodded, "of cause sweetie.."

*Justin's POV*

"I'll just go to the swing with Zoe" Ciara pecked my cheek. "Have fun angel" I smiled. "Where have you been man? I haven't talked to you since high school.. How are you?" Ryan exclaimed happy. "Oh I've been a lot of places actually.. I couldn't be better.. I'm perfect.." I said happily. "What happened with you and Ciara? I see you have a family now" he chuckled. "It's a long story..." I trailed off. "I've got time" he said putting a hand on my shoulder. "Okay well.. After high school it went fine.. We got our own place... And I started working as a cook.. Then Ciara got an eating disorder.. I had to be with her.. It kept going on like that till we didn't have any money left and had to get out of the house.. We got kicked out.. My mom lived in Europe back then.. And her mom was dead so we didn't have anywhere to go.. She was 20 and I 21 when that happened.. But right before that she found out that she was pregnant.. I tried supporting her as much as possible.. We survived that.. She was terribly thin and it's impossible to have a child inside when you are that.. But she did.. It was a miracle.. Then we finally got money enough to buy an apartment.. Then I proposed to her.. She said yes.. Then we had a little private wedding.. She began gaining weight but she still was really thin.. Then she gave birth Zoe.. She was healthy and strong.. She is a miracle Ryan.. Ciara was strong and she still is.. Being able to have a child inside when you don't have any fat on your body at all isn't normal.. It's not even possible.. And then giving birth to a healthy and strong girl.. It was a miracle.. The doctors didn't believe in her at all and I almost gave up but Ciara didn't.. Then we had to take care of a child while I was working... I got fired a year after and then we really needed money.. I got this job.. And I was working my ass off.. And I was tired as fuck.. Ciara and I kinda argued everyday and things only got worse.. We almost ended up with a divorce..." I made a pause and then whispered, "we didn't like make love for 7 months.. We were grumpy as fuck.." With his eyes out of his head he exclaimed, "7 months?!" I nodded, "yeah.." "Well what a story you two have... She is strong man.. You're too.. You two are the strongest husband and wife I've ever met in my entire life.. You're perfect for each other" he said. My eyes started tearing up just by the thought of all these years, "yeah we've been through quite a lot.." "I'm proud of you man" he smiled. I looked at him my vision blurry, "why?" "You have a perfect family.. You know who you're gonna spend the rest of your life with.. You've created a perfect family.. Your story is amazing.. The perfect family argues... The perfect family has some cuts.. But they stay together no matter what.." he smiled. A tear fell down my cheek, "why am I crying?" He chuckled, "I don't know man.." "I love her so much that it hurts and it breaks my heart to see her sad.. She wants me to be at home.. And she doesn't want any help.. It breaks my heart to know that I can't help her.." I said as an other tear fell down my cheek. He smiled a sad smile, "look the best thing you can do is to support her just do the same thing you have done all these years man.. It worked out.. You can do the same now.." "But I have coursed her so much pain-" "Shut up Justin" he exclaimed. "Look at her.. She is so beautiful and perfect.. She is my world and I wanna give her everything but I can't.." I said looking down. "You can give her everything.. You can give her your love.. That's all that matters... At the end of the day it's what matter.. The love" he said smiling. "What are you talking about?" I heard Ciara's voice. "No-" "He just told me your story" Ryan said smiling. "Have you been crying?" Ciara exclaimed and almost ran over to me. I looked down, "a bit.. But don't worry baby.." "Look I would cry too if I explained it to anyone.. It has been tough" she smiled stroking my cheek. I looked into her beautiful blue eyes, "it has.. But now we're here with the perfect family." I looked at Ryan, who nodded. "I love you" she pecked my lips. "Love you more angel" I smiled. "Not possible baby" she winked. "Oh yes it is" I smiled and kissed her forehead, "where's Zoe?" "I'm right here daddy" I heard her voice exclaim. "Come here princess you have to meet uncle Ryan" I smiled and grabbed her hand. "Hi Zoe" Ryan said kneeling now on her level. "Hi Ryan" Zoe grinned looking up at me. I nodded, "he is alright.. He was daddy's best friend in high school.." She let go of my hand and looked at Ryan, "how old are you?" "I'm 25 and you sweetie?" Ryan smiled. "You're old" she giggled, "and I'm 3.." I chuckled and wrapped my arm around Ciara's shoulders pulling her closer to me. Ryan and Zoe talked for a long time and it ended up with them playing at the playground for 2 hours. While Ciara and I were talking. - "It was nice seeing you again Ryan.. I've missed you" I said and man-hugged him. "You too" he smiled, "and come here." He pulled me into a real quick hug and then pulled away. I gave him a pat on the shoulder smiling. And then he went over to Zoe. "Bye sweetie" he smiled. "Bye Ryan" she said and hugged him. When he was down he went over to Ciara and hugged her, "it was nice seeing you again.." "You too Ryan" she smiled and pulled away. "Bye" he shouted and then he was gone. I sighed happily. --- "It was good to see him again" I smiled. "It was.." Ciara sighed looking down. "Hey what's wrong baby?" I hurried over to her lifting up her chin wrapping an arm around her waist. Zoe was in bed already sleeping. "Nothing I'm just tired" she said smiling. I pulled her closer and made her look into my eyes, "I can see that everything isn't as it has to be.. There's something wrong... Now tell me. What is it? And don't lie to me angel.." She couldn't hide anything. Sighing she tried getting out of my grip but I didn't move, "Ciara tell me what's wrong.. Please.." "It's just" she sighed, "I'm scared of, if you do the same thing as back then... Now Ryan is back and then if everything is as it was before.. You'd start hanging out with him all day long not caring about work or me.. I don't want that.. You hooked up with some girl last time Justin... I don't want that!" "Oh.. Well I've told you that I never ever would do that to you again.. And I can't say it enough times.. I'm so sorry.. It won't happen again.. Next week I'm off.. I'll be at home taking care of Zoe, cooking and maybe invite my mom over.." I explained, "don't worry baby.. I'm your husband and you're my wife.. And you will always be.. I'll never do such a thing to you again.. Never ever.. I've changed.. And we have a child.. I love you too much to do that.." She sighed not knowing what to do, "okay I believe you Justin... But if you ever just think of going to a club with him instead of work I'm gonna kill your ass.. I swear to god I'm gonna cut you into pieces.." "I know you will.. And I won't ever go to a club instead of work angel.. I'm a dad and a husband to the most beautiful girls in the whole universe.." I said stroking her cheek. "I'm just worried... But I trust you Justin" she looked into my eyes. "There is no need to worry.. If Ryan calls me and asks if I wanna go to a club I'll tell him to shut up and if he asks me one more time I'll beat the hell out of him.. He has to get a girlfriend instead of that bullshit" I smiled calmly. She giggled, "he has.. What about my old best friend? Remember her? They had a romance.." I froze, "u-um as in Mia best friend?" She nodded confused, "of cause.. Who else.." "I-I don't know.. No I don't think that it's a good idea" I stammered. "Why are you acting like this Justin?" she raised an eyebrow. Should I tell her? "There is something that I haven't told you" I said in a high tone. "What is it?" she asked sternly. "Um" I let out a short laugh, "you see.. It was before we had something..." "You hooked up with my best friend?!" she shouted annoyed pushing me away from her. I looked down, "you and I haven't met and we were at a party and-" "I don't wanna hear your bullshit! Why didn't you tell me? And why did you do it?!" she shouted, sounding hurt. "Because I was embarrassed when I found out that she was your best friend.. It's not something I'm proud of Ciara.. And I don't know why.. I was drunk.. And alone.." I explained. "You should've told me asshole" she cried out. She probably wanted to beat the shit out of me and throw me out of this house. "And you knew that Ryan and Mia had something back then right Justin?" I shook my head embarrassed, "no I didn't.. I haven't told Ryan yet.. But please let me do it.. And when I found out they had something I was even more embarrassed.. And I know I should've told you.. I was stupid.. Sorry.." "How could you even do it?" she sobbed with fire in her eyes, "you're so stupid.." "I know I am.. And you have every right to be mad at me.." I said trying to pull her into a hug but she pushed me away. "Don't touch me" she cried. "I feel so bad.. I didn't mean to hurt you-" "but you did Justin.. It's not the fact that you slept with my best friend.. It's the fact that you've been keeping it as a secret for all these years.." "I'm so sorry.. I can't describe how sorry I am Ciara.. I should've told you long time ago.. I know" I looked at her with tears in my eyes.

*Ciara's POV*

How could he even do it? Why didn't he tell me? He is such an asshole. "You can sleep on the couch.." I sniffled. "But Ciara.. I was stupid I know.. And I should've told you long time ago.. I didn't tell you because I was scared of what you would think of me.. I really wanted you as my girlfriend and I didn't want to ruin your feelings for me..." he said as the tears began rolling down his cheeks. "So you would rather wait and ruin it later than back then? Very clever Justin" I said sarcastic. "I don't wanna ruin anything.. I'll sleep on the couch... I just don't want you to be mad at me.." he begged, "I'll do whatever you want me to do I just don't want you to mad at me.." "Sleep on the couch Justin.. I'm disappointed in you" I cried out.

*Justin's POV*

Not those words. I hate them. Disappointed in you Justin. These words will be stuck in my brain forever. "I know you are.. And I'm too.. I just forgot it.. I actually thought about telling you several times but I never did.. And then after a year I forgot it.." I sniffled.

*Ciara's POV*

I sighed, "Justin please just..." "I'm so sorry.. I love you Ciara" he looked at me, his eyes hurt and puffy, from crying. I sighed rubbing my face with my hands. Should I forgive him? "Goodnight Justin" I said as I went to our bedroom. He never meant to hurt me, he says? Why didn't he tell me? I grabbed his pillow and threw it on the hall way. "Mommy" I heard Zoe's voice. "Come here baby" I said feeling the tears coming again. "Why are you crying?" she asked into my chest. "Do you wanna sleep with mommy?" I asked pulling away. She nodded and followed me, "where is daddy?" "He is in the living room.." I stroked her cheek as a tear fell down my cheek. "I'll say goodnight to him" she said and opened the door. I nodded, "okay baby would you please give daddy his pillow it's in the hallway?" She nodded and closed the door.

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