5. this can't be happening
It has been exactly 3 months since me and Luke have became friends . He must have not liked me that bad cause he has a girlfriend now. I was sitting on the couch in my tour bus right when his girlfriend walked in. " why do I have to be surrounded by emo faggots" she shouted as I looked up. " you don't have to be but you choose to because you boyfriends here" I said. "im only dateing him cuz I hate you and you don't deserve him" she spat. " no you see that's where your wrong your playing him for money I wouldn't do that you gold digger." I shouted. she slaped me and pushed me to the ground. " you listien here emo faggot just go slit you wrist and be useful cuz singing isn't." she responded and kicked me in my ribs several times and left. I ran to the bathroom and stared and my scared wrist. 'it wouldn't hurt if I put more there' I thought except once I started I didn't stop. and then the hole world just became a black place.
"Lucy" I shouted throught the arena she was no where. I ran to the bus hopeing she over slept and nothing bad happen but in my luck something did happened. an ambulance took someone away as I watched Luke shout at his girlfriend saying its over. I walked on the bus to see Hana reading a note. I saw tears in her eyes that's wheni knew what kind of note it was. a suicide note. " Mate Hana was the one who found her" luke said and then I knew. my sister tried doing suicide again.