3 am, October 24th:
I woke up in a sweat, I felt wet, I was still at my dads. I stood up and realized the wetness was blood. I started freaking out, I ran to my dad and Clara's room, I felt sharp pains in my stomach. I woke them up and Clara looked scared. Dad ran and got Tate while Clara got me in the car. "Honey, I think you're having a miscarriage.. Don't panic" She tried to say calmly. I started crying clutching my stomach. Dad got into the car and we drove to the hospital. They put me on a hospital bed and wheeled me to the emergency room. Dad, Tate, and Clara all waited outside the door, After a few test, the doctor finally got the bleeding to stop, but she looked sad, "Miss.Payne, I'm sad to say you just suffered a miscarriage...I am very sorry for your lost" The words she said crushed me, It felt like my lungs were being crushed and I was repeatingily being stabbed in the heart. I lost my baby.. I didn't even know the gender. I felt terrible, I felt so sad. My dad and Clara came running into the room. "I'm so sorry" My dad said, "Just don't I want to go to your house get my stuff and go home please?!" I said crying. "Okay" my dad said taking my hand I changed into a clean pair of black skinny jeans, then a sweatshirt that said "Heartbreak is just temporary" I brushed my hair then put a grey beanie on. I grabbed my phone then got into the car. Tate was asleep in his car seat, it made me feel sick seeing him so peaceful and the fact that my baby never lived. I pulled my phone out then sent a text to Luke:
I miscarried , no baby anymore :( I fucking hate my life right now...
He instantly replied: Omfg can I do anything?! Our baby... our precious baby.. I'm sorry Bree-Luke,
I then sent a text to Michael: Can I crash at your house tonight haha? I really need you..
A few minutes later he finally replied: Of course baby, you are going to live with me :*
We pulled into the driveway and I quickly ran and got all my stuff, Dad took Tate too bed and Clara drove me to Michael's. I hugged her goodbye then got out of the car, I knocked on the door and he opened the door, "Hey baby , It's 5 am , I thought you were coming later?" He asked sleepily. "I miscarried..." I said tearing up, He didn't say anything he just hugged me and then told me everything was going to be okay. He took my stuff then set it on his bed. I changed into a pair of his boxers and one of his shirts then we fell asleep...
I woke up feeling devastated, Last night was horrible, Michael was passed out next to me, It was only 8 am, I only slept for four hours. I looked at my phone and it was another text from Luke.
R.I.P our little baby..
I didn't respond , I didn't know how to respond.. everything he says makes it worse. I got out of bed then went into his bathroom. I turned on the shower then got in.I washed my hair with his shampoo and conditioner then washed my body. I got out of the shower and dried off using a towel. I changed into a black skirt and a black crop top with a owl on it. I put black toms on then brushed my hair. I left it down then walked back into the bedroom. Michael was still sleeping I went into the kitchen and started making pancakes. I made two for me and four for Michael. I put Michael's in the oven to keep hot then put whip cream and strawberries on it. I brought my food out on the deck and watched the beach water flow. I ate my pancakes in piece thinking about my little baby. My phone started ringing and it was a bunch of notifications from Facebook. "I'm so sorry for you're lost" and a whole lot of things like "Prayers with you" How did they find out? I went on Facebook and saw Luke's status"R.I.P my precious little baby, I never got to meet you... I didn't even know the gender..-Feeling Depressed" Anger grew inside of me, Why would he do that?! Post a Facebook status?!? I am really done with Luke , he just makes this situation worse, I know he was the father of the unborn child but god the respect? Michael came walking outside, "Hey baby how are you feeling?" He asked simply, "Ugh" I said standing up then walking past him to my car. I got in then drove to Luke's house, I really needed to talk to him. I got out of the car then knocked on the door. He opened it then embraced me into a hug, Sadly I never let go. He took my hand then took me to his room. He started crying, I couldn't help but cry myself. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I don't know how to react to this.. I made a ton of mistakes, I'm so sorry..." He bawled into my arms. I felt the need to comfort him, it was an instinct I kissed him.... I shouldn't of kissed him but I did, He kissed me back and it felt way better than when Michael and I kissed, That sounds mean but that's the truth. It felt like the past few months didn't happen and I fell in love with him over again. We pulled away and Luke stroked my cheek. "I think I'm in love with you" he said, I bit my lip "Me too , but I'm dating Michael.." , Luke frowned.."If you love me you will break up with him" I nodded my head then pulled out my phone, "I'm sorry but we're over it's not working..." He instantly replied, "You are with Luke and you kissed him didn't you?" I bit my lip then replied "Yes... I'm so sorry." Its fine , You're still my best friend." I set my phone then looked at Luke. "There we are over" I said, He smiled then I sat on top of him, He kissed my lips and then we had a pleasant make out session. "Your so beautiful" he cooed in my ear, I bit my lip then sat up. "Do you want to maybe be my room mate? My brother left for college and I don't feel that it's safe for me to live by myself, and I don't feel comfortable living with Michael?." Why don't you move in with me, and after we graduate we can buy a new house?" He suggests., "Okay , " I said, I can't believe we are graduating! We all graduate in April and I'm really excited. I was suppose to deliver the baby on June 24th, but now I am not... Well everything happens for a reason, and maybe the baby wasn't suppose to be born just yet.....
(so how did you like this chapter? I've been lacking on updates so I will try to update once more tonight which makes it a trio update.. OHH POOR MICHAEL!!! AUBAEL(Michael and Aubrey) MAY LIVE BUT YAY FOR NOW AUBUKE (Aubrey and Luke) ARE BACK!!!
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