The last thing I wanted was their pity.
"I'm gonna go up to my room" they nodded. I went up and read the fault in our stars. I have read this book about 20 times. I read for about an hour then there was a knock on my door.
"Come in" I yelled. I quickly wiped the tears off my face. The door opened revealing dad. Yeah I'm calling Liam dad now.
"Hey" I called putting a book mark in my book.
"Hey baby" dad said coming to sit beside me.
"So what's up" I asked.
"We're enrolling you into school" he had a look of worry in his face. As soon as he said that I thought about all the people bulling me.
"Baby you ok" Liam asked shaking me. I didn't even realize I zoned out.
"Oh yeah im ok" I breathe.
"When do I start" i ask.
"Tomorrow" Dad kissed the top of my head and started walking towards the door.
"Oh and also at 6 were going to the teen choice awards so get ready" dad smiled and walked out.
I looked at the time 3:30! I better get ready. I hopped in the shower. When I came out I wrapped the towel around my body. I walked over to my closet picking out a turquoise dress with a black leather jacket with my hair down with braids pulled back and turquoise converse. And a black Rose necklace and turquoise earrings. http://www.polyvore.com/m/set?.embedder=10736924&.svc=copypaste&id=123991712
I put on our moment perfume and walked down the stairs slowly. I get midway down the spiral stair case and see all the girlfriends there. I cleared my throat they all turn their heads and gasp. Did I look that bad?
"Alex you look beautiful" dad gushed. I blushed. Dad comes up the spiral staircase in his suit and tie. He links our arms together and walk down the rest of the way. 'Mom' (Sophia/ Alex met her a few days back) took pictures. I got to the bottom with dad. The rest of the boys stood with their girlfriends waiting on me. Zayn with perrie. Louis with Eleanor. Liam standing between me and mom.
"Lex you look amazing" Harry said giving me a hug. While I stood on my tiptoes. He kissed my cheek. He grabs my hand. Ok? Dad grabs moms. Zayn and perrie. Lou and El. Then niall walked beside me and held my other hand. We got in the car. Harry on one side niall on the other. Niall leaned over.
"You look beautiful" he whispered. I blushed.
Before we knew it we arrived at the award show. Harry walked beside me niall following behind us.
The paps were crazy!
"Harry who's this?"
"Is she your girlfriend"
I noticed harry smiled at that. Niall tensed up. We walked in and sat down. In one row it was dad me,mom,perrie, and Zayn .the next row was Harry,louis, and el and niall on the end. Not long after a blonde girl soon sat beside Harry. A pang of jealousy went through me? I ignored it. Not 5 minutes later I heard yelling.
"I can't believe your not dating louis over here yet or are you and is Eleanor just a cover up" What? I stood up and turned around and notice the blonde was no other then Taylor Swift.
"LEAVE HIM ALONE" I screamed ready to charge.
"Oh Harry you got little miss suicidal standing up for you what a man" Taylor laughed.. Tears welled up in my eyes.
"Awe look who's Crying" Taylor scoffed.
"SHUT IT TAYLOR NO ONE TALKS ABOUT MY DAUGHTER LIKE THAT" Dad screams at her. All the boys stood up getting pissed.
I started running to the bathroom.
"Oh look I bet she's going to go cut herself" Taylor said.
"DONT TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT" Harry screamed. I looked back noticing Liam and Harry started running after me. I ran to the bathroom locking the door. I sat in the corner and looked in my purse for the thing I was looking for. My razor.
I put 11 cuts . One for each letter in Taylor swift. Liam and Harry start banging on my door.
"Open up" they scream. I soon heard keys. Fuck. They most of got keys from a janitor. I ran into another stall and locked it. I tried being quiet but no matter how hard I tried quieting my sobs if was no use. I knew the second they seen the blood on the floor out there because it went quiet.
"Alex baby where are you" Dad cried.
"Please Alex" the rest of the boys said. Obviously all crying. I heard someone opening the latch on the stall. I curled up in a ball. Soon I was wrapped In someone's arms. Dads.
"Baby please stop this" dad kissed my head. Harry grabbed some warm water and started cleaning up the blood. Dad hugged me while everyone else was doing other things. Niall found some band aids in a first aid kit on the wall. He put them on my wrists. I tugged on the jacket sleeves like not being able to get them down far enough. Dad wiped my tears then his own. We walked back out to our seats dad carrying me. They moved Taylor. I sat down in my seats trying to look normal again. We watched the awards. The next award was best female vocalist
I crossed my fingers. Demi lovato kept running through my head.
"The winnnneeeerrrrr isssss DEMI LOVATO" Christina Perry announced!
"YES" I screamed! Dad just laughed at me.