9. should I?
Two weeks have passed since Connor and I had our fight. I now have to hide my wrists because I let my feelings get the best of me. Kian has started to notice something is going on too. I will catch him staring at me. Looking at me concerned.
"Ella. There is something I want to tell you" kian says one day, coming into my temporary room.
"Connor wants to talk to you" he says slowly, choosing his words carefully. "But I am not going to make you go" he finishes. I think to myself, would it be that bad? "Why does he want to talk to me?" "Should I go?" "I should" I tell myself. I look at kian and smile. I nod my head "sure, I'll talk to him" after all I have nothing to lose. I already lost my security, Connor have me that. I have already lost my happiness, Connor gave that to me too. I have lost so much that I don't care anymore. I don't feel anymore. I guess me and Connor were meant to be this way. So close, yet so far. I continue reading the book I had in my hand before Kian came in. I guess I'll have to talk to connor.