I wake up with a sore throat, I open my eyes to be greeted by my family and my friends, I sit up and see a bunch of chocolate boxes, balloons with the words "Get better" and fluffy teddy bears.
I start remembering what happened, I started coughing, Axel, Lily, and Emma coming in and then I blacked out. I don't know why that happened or what was the cause of it.
"Umm guys can you leave me alone with Natalie for a few minutes too myself," I say its mostly a whisper and I sound like an old lady, no offence, everyone started to exit out of the room their heads looking at the floor, I notice that I'm wearing a hospital gown, ugh I hate this things, oh well.
Natalie walks and takes a seat in a violet colored chair beside me,"Yes?" She ask with a curious face,"Umm I just wanted to ask you if you like Matthew," she shook her head," No I don't like him, he seems like a nice guy, but no I don't like him," she said and I knew she wasn't lying.
"Natalie come on just give him one more chance," I said, I knew that Natalie and Matthew will make a perfect couple, why like the guy if he likes someone else, a tear falls down my cheek slowly, Natalie wipes it out with her thumb," Why are you sad," she ask me," I-I can't tell you," I say to her," come on I'm your best friend since 3rd grade tell me," she ask me with a worried face, I shake my head hoping she will get the message that I don't want to talk about it, she just nods.
"Well anyways here is your clothes so you can go and change and everything, so you can go back home," she says handing me a box of make up and some clothes. I go to the small bathroom in the room and I throw on the clothes and make up. I go outside and see Roger leaning on the wall, I chuckle and roll my eyes, I lock arms with him and out we go.
As I get home I walk towards the porch and I open the door, "Surprise!!" My family and friends scream and also Matthew, they start throwing confetti at me and everywhere. When I look at Matthews direction, all of a sudden I break down and I start crying, I run upstairs almost tripping on my way up and I close the door shut.
There is just one question that I ask myself... What am I doing to myself?