Anger started to cores threw my veins. Why the fuck would she be calling Justin at 1 in the morning. Oh I am so furious.
"Why are you calling Justin" I ask sternly.
"Why are you answering his cell phone" she dodges my question.
"I ask you a question first" I spat.
"I'm calling because my boyfriend hasn't come home in a month" she spats back.
"Then talk to your boyfriend about that" I jump out of bed and hear Justin groan when I stand up.
"Baby get back in bed" Justin groans
"He is my boyfriend" Emily says with attitude.
I feel like I just got the wind knocked out of me, Justin wouldn't do that. He wouldn't. After all we've been through.
"N-no" I stutter
"Yes. Now tell me why you are answering his phone" She asks sternly
I couldn't answer her. All the things that I thought were perfect and great was a lie.
"Malia who are you talking to... And why do you have my phone" he sat up staring at me.
I can't look at him.
"Baby?" He's now next to me trying to hold me, but I kept pushing him away.
"Is that him?!" She shouts "Give him the phone"
I throw the phone on the bed walking out of the bedroom and outside onto the small porch. I just need to breath. My hormones are running wild right now, I want just to curse Justin out for hours. And soon enough Justin comes outside.
"Malia" he sighs and tries to pull me in for a hug.
"Don't you fucking touch me" I spat "Are you fucking clueless on what just happened"
"I know baby, but listen she's crazy!" He protest.
"She's the crazy one? No Justin your the crazy one because you decide to date her! And when you were dating her you decide to make a commitment to me! We are having a baby together and we bought an apartment together. And you want to know what else is crazy! Is that I thought you loved me." I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding in.
"I do love you" he brings his hand up to touch my cheek but I move my face away.
"If you love me explain to me what just happened" I put my hands on my hips.
"I-I" he stutters
"That's what I thought" I turn away walking back inside the house.
"No Malia wait! Yes! I did date her okay! I was dating her..." I stopped walking and turned around looking at him "Sure when I was living in Canada I never wanted to see you again because you broke up with me for some unknown reason-" I cut him off
"I broke up with you because of her! I never knew what was going on between you and her because we were miles and miles away! And when I did find out it would be on Facebook or Instagram!" I shout "I couldn't take it anymore" I breathed
"I'm sorry" he said softly
"Just tell me the rest" I said sternly
"So when I came back for thanksgiving yes I was still dating her and when I found out you were pregnant I was scared.. I didn't know what to do" he started to run his hands threw his messy honey blond hair "I didn't what to tell Emily, I started to like her"
Oh that did not help his situation.
He noticed how pissed I got "But she was never going to be you.. when I was with her all I did was compare.. but she was all I had" he sighed "You wouldn't answer my phone calls or anything so I gave up" he rubbed his neck "When we got the apartment I called her up and told her we couldn't be together.. she was pissed and she didn't believe me she still thought we were still together even though I told her over and over again" he took a step closer.
I tried to take a step but I couldn't move "Y-you should go"
"Why? Baby I explained myself" he walks closer making him less than a foot away.
"I just need to think" I whispered
"You got to believe me" he says softly, touches my cheek and my breath hitches. I have no clue what to think right now my hormones plus my emotions have become 10x worst. I don't know whether to cry or scream my head of at him right now.
"I don't know what to believe right now" I go walk away but his arms quickly snake around my waist pulling me to his chest.
"If you love me then you believe me" he kisses my lips and I can't help but fall for the way he kisses me, I start to feel wetness on my cheeks I then noticing that I'm crying.
I pull away and Justin looks at me noticing the tears "Baby.." He sighs.
"I just need to go to bed" I move away from him heading to the bedroom and I hear foot steps behind me "Alone"
"What?" He looks at me in disbelief.
"Please" I beg but tell him at the same time.
I walk away from him, when I get into the bedroom I grab Justin a pillow and a blanket. I head back into the living room handing Justin the pillow and blanket.
"Thanks" he says, I just nod.
"Good night" I start to walk away.