It's only been a day since I told Harry. Well, more like yelled it out in front of a mall full of people. But, I've gotten so many texts and calls from him but I ignored them all.
I thought he was suspose to be on tour, yet here he is. A knock on my front door broke me out of my thoughts. I slummed over to the door pulling it open.
"Is it true?" I looked up to find Harry all disheveled. I nodded slowly.
"Do you have pictures?" He mumbled. I nodded and walked over to the frame I had of the two untrasound photos hidden in my room.
"This is ours. Our baby. I'm gonna be a father." He smiled welling up in happy tears. He embraced me into a warming hug.
"I'm so sorry I left."
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner or at least in private." I sighed.
"I don't care about that. I want to whole world to know. I'm gonna be a dad!" He shouted before abruptly crashing his lips onto mine. I bit my lip after he pulled away.
"How far along are you?" Harry asked.
"Umm, almost 3 months." I answered as Harry looked down at my stomach.
"You can feel. There's not much there, but." I stated pulling up my shirt revealing my slightly bigger stomach and placing Harry's hand on it.
"There is a lot there. It's our child." He smiled.
"So you and Harry are good now?" Emily asked as we watched tv.
"I don't really know. Before we could really talk about anything, he got a phone call and he needed to leave." I shrugged just as my phone rang.
"Hey, Mel. I really think we should talk." Harry stated over the phone.
"I do to."
"Meet me at the cafe by your place in 10?" He suggested.
"See you there." I smiled into the phone before hanging up.
"I'm going to the cafe down the street." I said to Emily before grabbing my purse.
"To talk to Harry?" She asked and I nodded then left.
On my to the cafe I looked through the window into a couple of shops. There was one that had a tone of baby clothes.
"How am I going to do this?" I whispered to myself. I still can't believe I'm gonna have a baby. A child. I shook the thoughts away and continued walking.
"Hi." Harry sweetly smiled as he pulled out a chair for me in the cafe.
"Hi." I smiled back.
"I'm just going to get this out there.. I still have a month left of our tour. I really want to be a part of you being pregnant and all. I want to be there when you go to the doctors. I want to be there if you have a craving for something or just need hug.I want to be there when you find out if it's a boy or girl. I want to be there when he or she's born. I want to be there for you an be in the baby's life. I want to be in your life. I want you back Mel."
He breathed after speaking.
"I want you to be there too. But I have work too. There's 2 weeks left until the girls showcase after that I have most of the summer off. Besides meetings." I sighed.
"I leave next week. When's your next appointment?" He asked.
"Next month. I already had my appointment for this month."
"How about after the showcase you fly to Ireland. That's where we'll be for the rest of the tour." Harry suggested.
"I'll think about it. I don't know if I have the money to just fly to Ireland and back." I shook my head.
"I'll pay for your ticket."
"No, Harry. I can't let you do that for me."
"I'll be doing it for the baby too. And besides Mel I still love you." He smirked. I but my lip looking at him.
I know I still love him too. But am I ready to be brought back into the spotlight of paparazzi and bring my baby into it too?
I'm just not sure.