Dying Wish

People say cancer makes you depressed, makes you want to give up, there's nothing that can make you feel stronger or alive. Maybe that's true, maybe its not. For me its not true. Sometimes you have that one special thing that helps you. That you get excited to see, to watch, to listen. Sometimes its just a tv show maybe a toy or your phone. One Direction is what has helped keep me alive. I have cancer. Its called Melanoma and its a skin cancer that can be cured unless it spreads to much. Every patient is part of The Wish Foundation we get a wish. All I can think about is that one girl that got to meet Kim Kardashian, if she could meet her then maybe I have a small chance of meeting One Direction.


16. Chapter: 15- Going Under


     Today is the day. I have surgery. The surgery that will either help me live or show that no one really does survive this stage in cancer. For the past three days #WeBelievePayton has been trending world wide and its been number one. It's amazing. Its not even Directioners any more I have a little more than a million followers. They always tweet me saying encouraging things. 


     "Do you have everything?" My mom asks while leaning against the door frame of my room smiling sadly. I nod and carry the bag out of the room. The surgery could take a while so I'm bringing an overnight bag. By the time we got to the car I my hands were shaking. I put them in my lap to try to hide it from my mom. We pulled out of the driveway and I was ready to throw up. One of the things that melanoma causes is nausea. It also causes pain which I have had but that was even before I went to the doctors. 


     I didn't even have to sit in the waiting room. The nurse brought me into a room and explained the procedure but I was to busy trying not to throw up. 


     Three doctors in light blue lab coats and hairnets came in and asked my mom to leave. They put on their face masks and said something muffled and put a mask over my face. A few moments later my eyes grew heavy and the completely shut. 

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