Dying Wish

People say cancer makes you depressed, makes you want to give up, there's nothing that can make you feel stronger or alive. Maybe that's true, maybe its not. For me its not true. Sometimes you have that one special thing that helps you. That you get excited to see, to watch, to listen. Sometimes its just a tv show maybe a toy or your phone. One Direction is what has helped keep me alive. I have cancer. Its called Melanoma and its a skin cancer that can be cured unless it spreads to much. Every patient is part of The Wish Foundation we get a wish. All I can think about is that one girl that got to meet Kim Kardashian, if she could meet her then maybe I have a small chance of meeting One Direction.


2. Chapter: 1- Idea

   "Pay, have you thought of your wish?" My mom, Lilith, asks. I have skin cancer. This kind of cancer is not incurable. A lot of people do not survive though. I might be one of them. I was diagnosed with skin cancer last year and I've been battling ever sense. I wanted to give up. I wanted to let the cancer take me. I wanted to die. Then I heard One Direction. Ever sense then they have been the reason to live. There songs are more than just music on a page. 


     "No. I'm still thinking." I tell her and head up the stairs to my room. I put my phone into the speakers and put it on shuffle. Immediately Heart Attack by One Direction comes on.


    I have Melanoma, which is a type of skin cancer. A person dies every hour from it. If you have had at least five sunburns then you have a bigger chance of getting melanoma. 


   There are four types of Melanoma, Nodular melanoma, Acral lentiginous melanoma, Lentigo maligna melanoma, and Superficial spreading melanoma. I have Nodular melanoma. Nodular Melanoma usually starts as a raised area that is dark blackish-blue or bluish-red. Sometimes it doesn't have a color at all.


     Melanoma can spread throughout your whole body. If the cancer spreads to your organisms then you most likely won't survive. Mine haven't spread yet so I'm very lucky. I'm supposed to have surgery in a month and I'm very nervous. The doctors aren't use that it will get rid of all of the cancer. But I can only hope.


     "Hey mom?" I yell from inside of my room. A few seconds later my mom comes into my room in her work uniform. My mom has two jobs. Both at night so I stay home alone but I'm usually sleeping so it doesn't matter.


     "So I was watching the Kardashians, and a girl with cancer used her wish to see Kim Kardashians. Do you think I could use mine to see One Direction? I really want to meet them. They are my hero's and the reason I haven't given up." I tell my mom. 


     "I will call The Wish Foundation tomorrow and ask. I hope they can, for you. I have to go to work now. Have a good night. I will see you tomorrow." After kissing my head my mom walks out of my room and heads to her job. 


     It was ten thirty so I decided to head to bed. I changed into my aero sleep shorts and a tank top and quickly feel asleep.

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