"Ashton, inside now" Luke demanded.
"Whats wrong?" I asked.
"Remeber when I walked in on you in the bathroom? I saw what you were doing? Ashton, what the hell has gotten into you?" Calum asked me.
"Do you even know what its like wanting something so fucking bad and you know you cant have it? Do you Calum? Im constantly feeling this way. I dont know why" I said.
"What are you wanting and why cant you have it?" Michael asked.
"I dont know Mickey" i said.
"Look, dont do it again. Were worried about you Ash. Image how Emily would feel if she knew you cut and what if it went to far Ashton. What if you cut too deep and you die. How would we all feel? You have got to show some responsability with being the oldest Ashton. All of us AND HER are younger than you. What if we follow in your footsteps and kill ourselves?" Luke argued.
"I-I dont know" i stuttered.
"Dont do it again. Were just trying to keep you safe" Luke said.
It was stupid of me to cut again. Really, im an idiot for starting in the first place.
"Heeeeeellloooo boys" Emily said skipping down the stairs.
Damn. She looked stunning.
She had on white shorts and a blue and white zig zag striped tank top.
She ran into the kitchen and went to grab some cereal. I noticed when she reached up into the cabnet, she had very familiar marks on her left wrist. My heart stopped.
"Ashton?" Luke asked.
"Yeah im fine. Just come here a second" i pulled Luke to the side.
"Whats wrong?" Luke asked.
"Since when does Emily cut?" I whispered.
"She hasnt in a long time from what she's told me. She used to becouse of this boy in the orphanage but doesnt anymore. Why?" Luke asked.
"There are fresh ones" I said.
Lukes eyes bugged out.
"WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CUT? SHOW ME YOUR WRISTS" I yelled running over to Emily.
She tensed up bringing her wrists closer to her body.
"L-uke I-I told you, Iv'e been clean since t-the orphanage" she stuttered.
"WHAT THE HELL EVER! ASHTON SAID HE SAW FRESH CUTS" i grabbed her arm turning it over to see multiple cuts: old and alot of new ones.
"WHO HURT YOU? WHATS WRONG? WHO EVER IS THE CAUSE OF THIS, IM RIPPING THEIR BALLS OFF! WHY WOULD SOMEONE HURT YOU?" I yelled.
"Luke calm down. Im fine. Its nothing about what anyone did." I said.
"Then whats wrong?"
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