"Luke I-I dont know how to explain this. Its kind of personal" i stuttered.
"EMILY I SWEAR TO GOD!" Luke yelled.
Tears started froming in my eyes.
"Oh God Emily im sorry. I didnt mean to snap at you. Im so sorry babygirl" Luke said walking closer to me.
By now I had bursted into tears.
One boy from the orphanage. Thats why I started cutting again. His name was Carter. He was one of Daniels friends but he was the only nice one.
"Carter stop" i squealed.
(A/N~ "CATAH STAHP" 😂😂. No? Ok carry on)
"Why babygirl?" He giggled as he kept poking my leg with his foot.
"Carter!" I whisper yelled.
"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WE NEED DANIEL, CARTER, AND ETHAN TO CLEAN UP AND HEAD TO THE MAIN OFFICE ASAP!" Miss. Bree said.
Carter grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the table.
"Promise me you wont forget about me. Promise me you wont stop thinking about me. Im going to miss you babygirl. Truly, I am. I am going to call back to the orphanage when I get to my new home and im giving you my number so we can talk forever when you go to your new home." He smiled.
"Alright. I promise" i smiled.
He kissed my cheek and went on with his way.
*end of flashback*
We werent dating but he still called me babygirl.
He reminds me so much of Luke and Calum. I miss Carter so much I cant stand it.
I gasped. I remembered it! I remebered that Carter actually did keep his promise and called back. I wrote his number on a piece of paper so I could keep it.
I ran up to my room but I was followed by Luke. Im sure he thought I was gonna attempt suicide. But no! Im actually kinda happy right now.
I ran to my dresser and opened the top drawer to find a folded piece of paper. I grabbed my phone and opened the paper. I dialed the number and sent it a text;
"Hello, Is this Carter?"
I waited for a bit then finally he texted back;
"Depends on who this is"
"I dont know if you will remeber me"
He facetimed me. I accepted it. Luke of course was right beside me sitting on my bed.
"BABYGIRL!" Carter squealed.
"CARTER!" I giggled.
"Oh no, whats wrong. Have you been crying? Do you have a boyfriend? Who is that?" Carter scoffed.
"This is Luke and NO, we are NOT dating" i said putting emphasis on NO and NOT.
"Good babygirl. Your never going to guess where i live now." He said.
"I bet i wont" i laughed.
"ENGLAND!" He smiled.
"No way, what part of England?" I asked.
"London" he said.
"Same" i said nonchalontly.
"WAIT WHAT?" He yelled.
"I live in London too." I said.
"Your kidding me" he smiled.
"Nope" i said popping the "P".
"Babygirl, we are meeting up soon. Mum is calling me for something. I'll have to talk to you later. Bye babygirl. Love you" Carter said ending the call.
"Explination?" Luke snapped again.
I told him the whole story. About Daniel, the orphanage, and everything Carter.
"So he's your boyfriend?" Luke asked.
"No. Definatly not" i said.
"THEN WHY DOES HE CALL YOU BABYGIRL? HUH? SURE SOUNDS LIKE A COUPLE TO ME!" Luke yelled at me.
"Babe no, not like that. I didnt mean to snap again. Im so sorry. I- I" he apologized.
"It's fine Luke. Im sorry this is upsetting you" i said.
"It's not upsetting me. I am not going to go through with you hurting. Cutting is not an option." He said lifting my chin up with his hand.
He tackled me on my bed and we were kinda wrastleing. Just then, Calum ran in my room.
"Both of you, recording studio; NOW!" He laughed.
We ran down to the recording studio to see a shirtless Louis, pantsless Michael, and Ashton laying in the floor in his underwear.
"Umm?" I giggled.
Ashton jumped up.
"Luke scared the crap out of me. Im glad Emily isnt seeing me like this" Ashton turned around.
His face when 3 times darker shade of red then it already was from all the laughing.
"I thought that was Luke. I-I mean it would be akward for a girl to see me like this. Ya know..." he trailed off.
"Oh and what were you dreaming about last night? I saw you and it looked like you were fucking your bed." Michael said.
The boys laughed except Ashton who just stood there.
So what if I had a dream I was fucking her? It was perfect!
"ASHTON WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" She yelled.
"Something I shoukd have done long ago babe" i breathed.
I threw her on my bed and started undressing her.
Her hand moved down to her (well ya know) and she started rubbing circles on herself. She inserted a finger.
"Come on. Thats so fucking hot. Another finger" i begged.
She inserted another one and started moaning. I removed her hand and replaced it with mine. I shover 3 fingers inside of her. She moaned in pleasure. I removed my hand and brought my face to her (as I said... Ya know😂) and started licking it.
"Ashton. Fuck. No. Y-Y-OUR DICK!" She moaned.
"Say it baby. What do you want" i said knowing I had control over her.
"YOUR DICK ASHTON!" She yelled.
I pulled my pants and boxers off. I started pumping my hard on. She apperently thought that was hot so she moved her hand back down herself and started working in a circular motion.
"You know, that turns me on so much baby" i moaned.
"Enough with this shit Ash," she swiped my hand away and threw me on my bed. She layed on me and kissed my neck softly. She grabbed my hard (umm i dont know what to call it right now this is akward) and started swirling her fingers around the tip.
"Oh, your gonna get it now" I smirked.
"Oh yeah" she mocked.
"Bassists do it deeper. Singers do it louder. Guitarists do it faster. But drummers do all 3." I whispered in her ear.
"Ashton-" i cut her off.
"Call me daddy" i smirked.
"Daddy, stop teasing me. Fuck me already" she said.
"You ready princess?" I said.
"Yes daddy" she said sweetly.
"Good girl" i whispered.
I inserted my penis into her and thrusted in and out.
"ASHTON HOLY FUCK OH MY GOD." She moaned.
"What was that kitten?" I asked.
"DADDY! AHHHH! HARDER HARDER!" She screamed.
I shoved deeper into her and she moaned.
"DADDY!" She whimpered.
"SCREAM IT! NOW! TELL EVERYONE IN THIS HOUSE WHO YOU BELING TO!" I said.
"YOU DADDY! I BELONG TO YOU! NOW FUCK ME HARDER!" She screamed.
"I-I-I-m so clo-ose" she cried.
"Alright princess" i said as she realised.
*end of Ashton's dream*
Ashton has been wierdly smiling at me today.
HI LOVELIES! Just wanted to leave thid chapter with some akwardness. Ashton's dream was akward to write. Anyway, love you all.