Mirage || N.H.

Being a famous Youtuber was the best thing, until I was put under management and later called a "celebrity." I hated that word. I never thought of myself higher than others. I lost my old friends and I especially lost my life. I was a fake. I wasn't myself. I was living in a mirage.

©Copyright Shyviolin 2014. Please no duplicating.


14. Chapter 14||

   ~Meghan's Pov~

"Meghan, come out here this instant!" I hear Jesse yell at me from the other side of the door. I ignore his call face planting into my pillow. Several loud pounds on the door disturb my sleep. I groan, getting on my feet to open the door. I yawn, rubbing my eyes looking up at Jesse with fury filled in him.

"What did I do this time that I have no clue about?" I ask, walking back over to my bed.

"We were using Joey to have you more noticed!"

I clench my teeth growling at him. "I don't want to use Joey! I lost my best friends because of you! I should of just kept my YouTube career rather than this ridiculous celebrity life!" I shout at him, breathing heavily afterwards.

"You are under-"

"I don't care Jesse! If you think you can control me, then you're wrong. I'm the celebrity here that makes the most money and I should be in charge of myself! Not you!" My eyes widen at my blurt out. Did I just- oh man.

He grabs the collar of my shirt bringing my face up to his. "Listen here Burry, I made you famous! Without me, you wouldn't even have all these things you have now. I own you."

"Without you, I'd still have my friends and family." I stared him down with seriousness.

"Since I still own you, I'll make your celebrity life your worst nightmare." He pushes me back onto the bed storming out.

I sit up stretching over the bed to my phone quickly dialing up Niall's number. I bring the phone up to my ear listening to the rings.

 I don't know why I just went to Niall. I mean, I had Anna and Leo, but I chose Niall. Why? Anna was like a mother to me and Leo was like a brother and Niall was just...a friend.

"Hello?" I expected for Niall to answer, but instead it was Harry. Why did he have Niall's phone?

"Uh, hey Harry, is Niall there?" I straighten my voice out trying to not sound shaky.

"Yeah, give me a second." Muffling was heard as I waited.

"Hey Meghan, what's up?" I hear Niall say.

"I-I need someone to talk to right now." I stutter, not wanting to breakdown.

"I'll be over as soon as I can." I nod at his response, although he couldn't see my actions.

"Okay," I mutter, then hanging up the phone.

 As time passed by, I decided to dress out of my sleepwear and into a tank top and shorts. The lazy person I am, I pull a beanie over my bed head tucking in all the loose curls. Yes, I have natural curly hair. I hate having it because of all of the knots in my hair and having to straighten my hair everyday.

I hear a knock on the door as I passed by to the living room. I pass by again opening up to see a big smile on Niall.

"Hey Meghan, what do you want to talk about?" He asked as his facial expressions went concerned.

"Uh, why don't we sit down?" I gesture him out to the backyard. He nods following behind me to the back porch. I sit myself on a chair waiting for him to get comfortable.

"So what's been going on since yesterday?" He asks.

"Drama, drama, drama. That's what's up." I slump down looking at my nails.

"With who?" I glance up at him with no expressions on my face. It suddenly hits him who I was talking about.

"Jesse?" I nod, "but why?"

"Because he heard what happened about Joey and I. He was using him, so I could get more noticed once again."

"And I'm guessing there is more to this?"

"Jesse's going to make my life a living hell now because I got mad and shouted at him."

"Well can't you get new management?"

"I can't. Jesse still owns me for the next several years." I sigh.

"What about your other manager, Tanya? Can't she do something about it?"

"I don't think she can even do anything with Jesse being the big boss."

"Maybe we could find someone who will out buy you from Jesse and Tanya. But who?"

"Simon!" I blurt out, quickly covering my mouth.

"Simon? Why would you want him? I mean, he's not a bad person, but why are you choosing him out of all the other managements in the world?"

"Well, you guys have been with him for four years now. I mean, he hasn't controlled you guys horribly, has he?"

"Not at all, but he wants singers. Are you willing to be one?" I look down at my feet thinking. Singing for the rest of my who knows how long career. I mean, it wouldn't be that bad, but that meant I probably wouldn't be able to do a YouTube videos as much, having to stay focus on writing music, singing all the time, and taking lessons. Although I still take lessons to warm my voice up.

"Anything to get away from Jesse forever." I breathe out.

"Even if it means less time to just sit around?"

"Yes, anything Niall. I just can't stand being controlled so much by Jesse. It's tearing me apart."

"I just want you to make the right decision. It can't just be about getting away from Jesse, you also need to love what you're doing as a job."

"I will Niall. I will." I nod.

"I'll make a meeting with Simon then." A smile spreads across my face at his words.

No more Jesse.

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