I woke up next morning, and I thought about what happend yesterday.
'why the fuck did I say yes 2 to go home with him'
because you like him, and think he is gorgeous
it was like when I looked him in the eyes I couldnt find it in me 2 say no to him. it was like he had some sort of power on me.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt him stir under me. wait under me.. Fucking crap I have been cuddle up 2 him all night. Just great…
"Morning babygirl" Jesus lord. His voice was like pure sex. "it's still Eleanor" I said, in a mumble. "I know that" he chuckled.
"then why you always calling me baby girl or sweetheart, and all those others names" I asked, and got up so I could look at him.
"Cuz I like it" he said, and smirked at me. "Bu-" I tried saying, but then I looked into his eyes, and I couldn't find it in me 2 reject him.
"im gonna call you baby girl and all other names if I want 2" he said, dead serious, but smiled at me after. "Okay" I said. OMG, why did I agree.
because you like him.
shut up, no I don't.
yes you doooo
No I doonntt
Yes you do, so shut up..
OMG, he may be a total hottie, but I don't like him in that way. Okay maybe a tiny tiny tiny crush. But who can blame me, he is drop dead gorgeous.
"What you thinking about" he asked. And snapped me out of my thoughts. "Nothing" I said, and got up, so I could get dressed.
"I'm gonna go down stairs and make some breakfast" he said, and got up, and went over 2 me and nuzzled his head in my neck, and inhaled deply. wtf is a dog or something.
I stepped away from him, and saw hurt and anger in his is eyes. I kissed his cheek, and saw that anger and hurt were fading away in his eyes. He went out, and downstairs.
I went over 2 my bag, too find an outfit. I choose some leggins and because soo many shirts with me, I looked in Justins walkin closet, 2 find a shirt, I found a sweatshirt that was gray and said 'doing real stuff sucks' it was pretty cool, so choose that one.
It was pretty big on me, but I like that in a shirt. I brushed my hair, that went 2 just above my butt. I took some mascara on, and went downstairs.
I heard voices in the kitchen, which probably ment, that the other guys were awake. I went into the kitchen and I saw I was right. "Heeyy baby girl" Justin said and went over and kissed my cheek. "Hey. and. goodmorning guys" I said. They mumbled something and continued eating.
"I made you breakfast" justin said. And pointed at the plate next 2 his. "Thank you" I said and kissed his cheek, I don't why I did it, I just felt like I had 2.
I went over 2 my seat and start eating the food he made, which was really good. after the breakfast, the guys went in the living room. "Justin" I asked. "Yeah" he said and turned around. " I gotta go today" I said, and looked down, bc we all know what will happend if I look up.
"Baby look up" he said, but I revused. "Baby pleeaase" he pleaded, and then I looked up and met the gorgeous hazel eyes that was placed in his flawless face.
He put his hands on each side of my face. "Please stay longer" he said. I stood up and laid my hands on his chest. he moved his hands 2 my wait and began 2 lean in. his lips was not even a cm away from mine and I could feel his minty breate.
"Please stay" he said again. "okay" I said. he was just about 2 kiss me, when I pulled away. I was not prepared for this. "Whats wrong" he asked. "I havent kissed a guy before" I said, and looked down blushing.
"Awww" he said, chuckling. I just blushed even more. I turned my face, so he couldnt see me blushing. He turned my face, and layed his soft silky lips on mine.
At first i was chocked, but it felt so good, so i started kissing along, and placed my hands behind his neck. His tounge asked for entrance, I opened my mouth for him and his tongue stared exploring my mouth, which felt really good. I pulled away before it could any further. he smirked, knowingly, down at me. "Not 2 bad for a first" he said and pulled my closer. I didn't answer. the only thing that crossed my mind, was.
That this was indeed my first kiss……
Sorry if its too short❤❤
Love from me. -Jennifer H.