I tiptoe up the old screechy wooden steps of my house as I get to the front door I hear moans inside. I knew it was my mother and another guy I did not know doing the dirty she did a different guy every night. I felt pain and guilt build up inside me I felt like I needed to purge to feel power so I run inside not even saying hi to my mother or the guy she is doing as I get up the stairs I go straight to the bathroom. I open up the toilet seat . I turn on the tap, and stick my fingers down my throat I feel power inside me making me feel like number one I rinse out my mouth and go straight to my room and go Straight to bed.