As I walk down the sidewalk, earbuds in . Music up. I see people walking towards me. Oh crap. My bullies. And my brother. Oh this is bad, this is really bad! I took my earbuds out and stuffed them in my pocket. "Yo, baby Williams!!" Zach said. Zach was the captain of the football team and the leader of my bullies. I walked right past them. "Aww, come in baby Williams!! Come hang with us!" My brother said. "Your sick! And you know what happens if I hang out with you!" I yelled back at them. I put my earbuds back in and blared All Night by Multifandom. I walked all the way to school and just stared at the double doors. I don't want to go in. I don't.
"So, baby Williams. Wanna be my girlfriend?" Zach's quarter back, Scott Kingston asked me. I slammed my locker door shut. "Hm, let me think about that. How about no. How about you get your little desperate self over to a cheerleader and ask them. I'm not interested." I said walking away from him. "You won't get a better offer!!" He yelled at me. I turned around and walked backwards. "Any offer at all would be better Kingston." I said. I turned around and walked to biology. I was in the 11th grade and had all A's in every class. I wasn't a nerd or anything. I was just really good at this stuff. I was almost to the class room door when my name was called on the intercom. "Anna Williams to the office please. Anna Williams to the office." The desk lady said. Ugh, I hate her. She's always so happy and giddy about everything and she acts like everything in this world is happy. She makes me want to make myself throw-up. I walked into the office and asked her about my name being called. "Oh, yes. Just go right in to the principles office Anna." She said. "Thanks." "No problem sweetie!!" And she continued her conversation on the phone. I walked through the long hallway and knocked on the door. "Come in." I heard, so I opened it. I walked in and sat down. "Anna, these are our new students. I assume you know them." He gestured to the right. I looked over at the 9 boys sitting in the chairs beside me and they were staring at me. Louis, Liam, Niall, Zayn, Harry, Michael, Calum, Ashton , and Luke. My favorite bands, right here. I looked back at the principal nodding. "Well, you'll be showing them around. You are excused from all your classes and your grade will stay the same." He said. I nodded again. I got up and walked out the door, the boys following me. "So, Anna is it? How old are you?" Ashton asked. "Yeah, and I'm 16." I said. "You know all of us?" Luke asked. "Yeah, my two favorite bands actually." I said. They all smiled they're cut little smiles. "I think a great friendship is blooming between us." Harry said. The other boys nodded. I stopped when we were out the office doors. I looked at all of them and they looked at me. "Look you guys, I'm a pathetic joke. I don't want you guys ruining your reputation for me and I don't want you getting made-fun of. So I suggest you guys don't try to get close to me. And don't be seen with me in public, that would be bad for you and me." I said. Michael looked sad. Hurt, almost. "Your bullied?" Liam asked. "Yeah." I looked at my feet and back up at them. They all wrapped me up in their strong arms. I felt loved for once and I liked it. They let go of me after a while and I didn't realize I was crying until Michael wiped my wet cheek with his thumb. "We're your friends Anna. Wether you like it or not we are gonna be there for you. We won't let them hurt you." Zayn said. The other boys nodded and I shook my head. I started walking away and they caught up. "Anna." Michael said. I continued walking, not muttering a word. "Anna!" He grabbed my arm and pulled me back. "What?!" I screamed annoyed. He sighed. "Let us be there for you, please." He begged. I sighed. "I won't let you be torn down just like me." I said. He shook his head and closed his eyes. "We are here Anna. Please, don't be all alone. Let us help you." I begged, still with his eyes closed. "No." I stated. He let go of my arm. "Well that's just to bad then."
*1 week later*
Word had got out that I was with the boys. People treated me a little better, but it was still bad. Everyone thought I paid them to protect me. Som thought I repaid them in doing.....it with them. But again, no. I was a virgin. That wasn't gonna change. I wouldn't pay someone to protect me. I'm not famous so why would I need a body guard? But I did. I had 9 of them. They would always walk with me, always sit with me. I had a class with each of them and if anyone said something to me that they didn't like, they'd make sure it wouldn't happen again. Ugh, I just wish they wouldn't be so protective over me. I love e'm, but gosh!! I can handle myself. I can work out my own problems. I'm now currently at lunch with the boys, just goofing off and laughing. But I wasn't. I was on my phone. My sister had committed suicide. She's 12 and she was severely depressed. I don't know if she's dead or alive. My brothers there making sure everything's fine. We were texting a lot these past days. It hurts to know no one will trust me with the knowledge of what happened, but they'll trust my brother. My brothers a douche, but when I need him he's there. Always. A hand in front of my face brought my focus off my phone. "You ok?" Calum asked. I didn't answer. It was to painful. A girl her age shouldn't even know what suicide is. But she does, and that's scaring me. What if she is dead? Tears brimmed my eyes as I got off my seat and grade out the doors and down the street to the park. I go here to calm down and forget everything bad. I also lie to myself here. Tell myself it'll all be ok, when really I know it isn't. But just to my luck 9 idiots were approaching me. I scoffed. "Can't you just leave me alone?" I felt tears come down my cheeks and my voice was shaky and raspy. "No, now what's wrong!" Ashton said. I shook my head. I sobbed a bit, but then stopped and leaned against the tree I was sitting at. "I wish I could die." I said. They gasped. "Anna Marie Williams, don't you ever say something like that again!" Liam said. I shook my head again. "If I was dead I wouldn't be in pain. I don't wanna be scared! Scared that something bad's gonna happen. I feel like I'll lose you guys, or someone I love. I can't take this!" I picked up a sharp rock and jabbed it into my wrist. Making cuts up and down my arms. "STOP!!" They all screamed together. Michael grabbed hold of the rock and threw it across the park.