“I am confused, what do you mean he didn’t really get in a car accident?” I asked Andrew’s dad.
“Well let’s just say he kinda did...he was driving while drinking then he crashed into another car and the family....um got killed.” He says. I widened my eyes in shock.
“He killed a family?” I asked him. He nods and looks down in shame.
“Not just any family it was his best friend’s family..David's..” He says.I shake my head not believing someone stupid would do that.
“Wait Mia doesn’t know?” I asked him he shakes his head.
“No I couldn’t tell her or my wife..I got there before she did and the police told me so I told the doctor to not say anything about what actually happened..” He says. Gosh what a dumbass. I mean Andrew not him.
“I understand you sir, but do you know the reason why he was drinking..?” I asked him.
“No…” He mumbles. I think back to when Mia told me that they had gotten into a fight. Maybe that’s the reason?
“But please don’t tell them nothing just yet..” He says pleading me. I nod my head at him.
“Of course..” I tell him.
“Thank you kid..” He says.
“You welcome sir..” I tell him.
I look at Andrew’s body laying down in the hospital bed. This is all my fault. If it wasn’t for me not telling him the truth he wouldn’t be here.
I look at Andrew’s mom and she is crying while hugging him. I wipe away some tears. I walked to where Andrew’s mom is and rub her back. She turns to look at me and her eyes are red and puffy. I feel so bad for her.
She moves away so I can be with Andrew. His face has scratches. as well as his arms. He has a big bandage wrap around his head. His eyes are close shut. I sigh, almost sobbing. I couldn’t take it anymore so I break down in tears.
“I am so sorry..” I sobbed hugging him tight.
“Please wake up!” I sobbed. My tears landing on his chest.
“God please wake up! I am so sorry baby!” I say my tears never stopping. My body shakes against his. He is stiff and not moving. I keep sobbing. Not wanting to let him go just yet. The door of the room opens then it closes, minutes later the door opens again and someone comes in but all I do is keep crying.
“Mia..” I hear a familiar voice say. I turn to look at Justin and he is looking at me with sympathy. He opens his arms for me. I stand up and run to his arms. He hugs me so tight almost as he wants to take my pain away.
“He won’t w-ake up Jus-tin…” I cried out.
“Shhhh don’t cry please, everything will be alright..” He whispered in my ear. I hide my face on the crook his neck and all I could do is smell him, he smells amazing. I don’t want him to let go. I feel safe in his arms, like nothing could ever touch me or hurt me.
“Is all my fault..” I say. He hugs me closer, his chin on top of my head.
“No is not...it was an accident..” he tells me.
"No it wasn’t, it was my fault."
“Hey, hey look at me..” He says turning my head to looked at him. I looked at his hazel eyes. He rubs my cheeks, wiping away my tears.
“Is not your fault, everything is going to be okay.” He says. I kinda start to believe him.
“Okay?” He says. I nod my head at him.
“Okay.” I say. ( A/N Sorry this reminded me of the fault in our stars ASDFGCHAIQNFI)
He kisses my head causing me to smile. Gosh why do I always feel like this around him?
“Let’s go for a walk..c’mon..” He says tugging my hand. I grab his hand not wanting to let him go just yet. He looks at me and smiles. I feel our fingers intertwined as he rubs my hand with his thumb. Once we get out of the hospital I remember about Christina. I text her about what happened and she replies that she is on her way to the hospital. I look at Justin and he is staring at me.
I looked down at our hands and sigh. Gosh what am I doing? I am getting married. But for some reason I don't want him to let go of my hand.
"You know you can talk to me..right?" He says. I look at him and he is looking back at me. I nod and tug my hair around my ear.
"Yeah, I know.." I whispered.
"Then talk to me.." He whispers back.
"I am scared..." I mumble. I bite my lip not wanting to cry anymore. We walk around the street with my hands now in my pockets.
"Don't be scared. I will be here for you whenever..." He says.
"You don't understand Justin...I can lose Andrew any minute by now." I say.
"Well at least have a little faith.." He says.
I stay quiet not really knowing what to say. I guess he is right. But only time will tell.
(2 weeks after)
Looking at the window, I stare at the lady outside with her little baby. They walk happily with no worries. Their smiles never disappearing. Gosh how I wish that was me. I sigh and look down at my hands.
It's been 2 weeks since Andrew has had the car accident and all I can say is that I hate this damn hospital. All I do here is sit and stare waiting for Andrew to wake up. He hasn’t woken up and our wedding is almost here, which makes me nervous. I haven’t bought anything such as my dress and I am feeling so stressed because of that. I feel like I should change the date for the wedding or even call it off for now.
I honestly don’t know what to do, anyways other than the Andrew problem. I have another problem, I been having weird feelings when I am around Justin. It feels different when I am around him. He has been with me 24/7 he either comes visits me or he brings me food since I’ve been here the whole past weeks. He keeps me company. Let’s just say we became really close this whole time. We are like best friends now.
Andrew’s parents would call me to see how he is doing since they are in Europe working, I don’t know but for some reason I feel like Andrew’s dad is hiding something from me, he always get all weird when I asked him about the accident since no one really wants to tell me what really happened. I don’t know, maybe I just imagining stuff.
Christina has also been calling or visiting to see me and to see how Andrew is doing. I haven’t been working since last week. I did just one photoshoot but that’s it. I can’t seem to be focused on my work right now. Everything is just crazy.
“Hey baby girl.. I brought you a starbucks coffee.” I hear a familiar voice say. Yup that’s officially his nickname for everything so now I kinda got used to it, but no we are not dating if that’s what you are thinking. I smile at him and grab the coffee from his hands. He walks to where I am sitting down and takes a sit right next to me.
“Thank you.” I tell him he nods.
“How you doing?” He asks. I shrug.
“The same..” I say. He smiles at me with sympathy.
“Hey remember what I told you..” He says. I roll my eyes and smile.
“Of course Justin, you remind me everyday…” I say he chuckles.
“True but well let me remind you again….” He says. I cut him off before he can say anything.
“Have faith, I know Justin.” I tell him. He smiles and pats my knee with his hand.
“You know I love it when you smile..” He says.
“Well I hate it..” I say.
“Well you don’t really know what you are saying maybe you are just blind to see how truly beautiful you really are..” He says. My cheeks start getting red and I hide my face with my hands not wanting him to see me like this.
“Stop hiding from me..” I heard Justin say chuckling. I feel his hands trying to get my hands away from my face. I whine trying to get away from him. He laughs at my reaction.
“Justin! Stop!” I say.
“Just let me see you.” He says.
“No leave me alone, you know I hate it when you do this..” I say he giggles. I look at him through my fingers and he is looking at me while smiling.
“Then show me your face…” he says. He finally takes my hands away from my face and he smirks.
“Justin!” I whine. He grabs my wrist and turns my face to look at his. I stare at his brown eyes. And he stares back at me. I see his eyes now looking at my lips and I look at his too. All of the sudden I feel him touching my cheek. I close my eyes waiting for that moment. I feel his lips close to mine as we lean closer.
I jump back in surprise. Holy macaroni I was about to kiss Justin. The door opens wide.
“We are here from the California Police Department we will like to speak to Mia Roberts.”